KNOCK KNOCK: DAY ONE HUNDRED NINETY SEVEN WHAT IS MY PURPOSE?

I used to go with the flow on a roller coaster lifestyle up and down upside down in and out around the corners along the edge of facing my fears. Some days I find myself  barely  holding onto the controlling reigns of my day, but deep down I have the desire and ability to overcome and be the cause root of everything I do. KNOCK KNOCK my time is so so so overdue to live up to my loving true potential and stop traveling away and do my best to commit  to worthy realistic projects and a promising lifestyle where I can lead a purpose filled day.