WHAT DO YOU THINK?: DAY TWO HUNDRED FORTY THREE WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

I love the power of choice that is given to me each day. It is a freedom that I have chosen to lead my day and believe in all that I do. I am not always satisfied with my effort, the outcome, and my lack of depth in my day, but I smile proud living in a world and living environment that I can have the flexibility to do as I please. Outsiders, family/friends, and even strangers might beg to differ due to my lack of progress and manifestation of my wonderful amazing powerful gifts that I have to celebrate and share with the world. I do put a lot of self-pressure upon my myself, don't play as much I could, and don't completely share all of me with all those that believe they deserve an explanation. Maybe this all an assumption, but I do put time and energy throughout my day contemplating about these thoughts and judgements. I have vowed this year that I put a focus on making major changes throughout my soul by letting go, battling through distractions, and making some lifelong commitments that will allow me to blossom. Am I on course to follow through and live up to this vow? I know I am capable, but am I willing to do what I say? How many people are deeply counting on me? My choices throughout the years have been quite interesting and overwhelming for sure. Many can say, "Who would have thought that Ryan....", but in my mind I have to focus on the now, prioritize,take action, and yes do what I say I will do! WHAT DO YOU THINK? Do I have a chance? Will I break through my clouds and embrace the true RVB and live my dreams of inspiring the world to follow their passionate heart and curious mind?

CORE UNIT: DAY TWO HUNDRED FORTY TWO WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

Something that I constantly strive to have in my life is a quality support system that is consistently reliable and provides me with the loving confidence that gives me hope and inspiration to continue my mission moving forward. There are so many elements that come into play that builds a quality foundation in a person's life; living environment, attitude, relationships, career path, physical/mental health...As I have preached many many times before it is all about an educated balance in one's life that provides that peace of mind that at least I strive to create and establish in my daily circle. What do you do to assure that you give yourself that promising hope of an enjoyable future? Do you have a desire to transform and make changes in your life that will benefit you? How stubborn are you? Are you reactive? Judgemental? In my life I have dealt with all these challenges, and have the ability to face them and overcome. I have the strength and maturity to be aware of my faults. Not always the best being truthful to them, but I admit my wrongdoings and have made strides to let go in order to celebrate me and my potential. I have a long road ahead that I am excited to continue, but still have to dig down deep and build a strong CORE UNIT within me and my surroundings to live up to all I am capable of pursuing. The Pursuit of Excellent Happiness Awaits. Yes Sir!

PICKING FRUIT: DAY TWO HUNDRED FORTY ONE WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

I strongly believe we are what we eat and please take the time to look around and see the facts of this within your community. There are a variety of diets that people follow each and every day. When I was young I viewed a diet as something you mold into, where you make some sacrifices in order to lose weight and be more healthy for myself. Normally it involved deprivation, some sweaty exercise, and little weight loss. When I decided to jump ship and get off the diet, all went back to the same place or even more; my waistline, number on scale, my guilt seemed to follow....Almost close to five years ago I declared my body as sacred. I gave up drugs and alcohol, and decided to change my perspective on the concept of diet. Nowadays my diet equals my daily intake of all the food that I eat and enjoy. My daily diet is apart of me. It is my way of life and its completely exhilarating. A year ago I became a strict vegan (even no soy except for an occasional Starbucks where I am writing ahora) and truly have developed a sense of peace, more self-respect, and an ease of providing myself goodness to my belly. Why am I a vegan? To maintain a quality lifestyle of balance, healthiness, enjoyable weight, conquer my metabolism, and to be kind to my natural animal environment. I truly love to eat and enjoy all that is out there concerning creative cuisine. I come from a Dutch baking family and have cooking/baking within my blood. My lifestyle today allows me to continue my love to indulge, but in a more respectful healthy arena. I never feel deprived or sluggish, and surely am proud of my choices. I now have a more detailed awareness of goodness when it comes to the source of food, how it effects me, and how I choose for it to be a part of me and my life. There are times of disappointed anger when seeing other ruin there bodies through their diet and pass it on to their powerless children, but I have to focus on me as of now, stay strong, educate myself, and hope someday can be a wonderful inspiring influence to others by setting example through my choices. So keep PICKING FRUIT by being picky y'all so you can go home at night and celebrate the juiciness of the delicious creations that our trees and Earth provide our desiring diets. BonAppetito

CLOSING CULTURE: DAY TWO HUNDRED FORTY WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

Recollecting and rejoicing all that I have seen and encountered through my traveling intutions, I have relized the cultures that I can enjoy the most, are the ones that have provided a nurtured balance of enjoying cuisine, laughter, smiles, music, celebration, and an understanding of welcoming. There are clean cultures, there are well-educated ones, and there are those that are the most productive with the most GDP and great success exporting all they produce, but the ones that are the most indulging and enjoyable aren't always the most prosperous. Why can't a culture that thrives in business and establishing global wealth within their communites be the most enjoyable for an outsider or stranger? Is it me, my lack of expecations of a nation's history, or my picky perspective on people and how they open up? Yes it can be a combination of all that, but there are just people and places due to historical conflicts, inner battles, the trusting factor, and cultural values/priorities that develop a cultures' openess and sharing power. I am not here to name names, bash, or sterotype, but simply discuss an observing observation and feeling that amoungst the borders and across our seas that there are people out there that allow themselves to live in a CLOSING CULTURE. Are they even aware of their depriving smile and laughter? Do they even care? Are they truly happy? Am I being judgemental? What do I mean when I mention closed? Basically a surrounding aura that is cautious, defensive, somewhat shunned, and not open fully. Is life more enjoyable being open? Most would say yes of course you get to experience so much more life. You allow more opportunities and possibilities to enter in your day. The argument might be that if you open up more, then you are giving yourself more chances to fail, be presented with danger, therefore allowing yourself more risk to develop drama in your life. So what type of culture you desire to enjoy? Of course it is not one or the other, since there is unlimited amounts of variety out there with so much mixing, integration, and cross-dressing, but do you enjoy risking transformation, or want to keep tame to yourself and lead a predictable way of living? I just love learning and getting exposed to an abundance of knowledge about people and places, and if I would frown around all the time, then I would just deprive others with all this wealth that I have gathered through my adventures. I constantly strive to improve my interpersonal skills and give more to others. I challenge myself, never enough, but I get out beyond my city, and live & learn among any people, any time of the day, and in any type of culture. Give people chances by giving your creative curiosity

UNDER THE MOON: DAY TWO HUNDRED THIRTY NINE WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

Times have so so changed in our world where our children have been taken off the neighbood-playing-in-the-streets-life and put in front of a computer screen stripping them of their voice, and depriving them of the courage, strength tats enables to truly stand up for themselves. What lies ahead for our future generations of leadership, safety, and stable development? How do you spend the majority of your day? There is so much to use your senses out there in order to provide such goodness and wellness throughout your day for YOU . What was the last time you witnessed the sun rise, or when do you find yourself UNDER THE MOON looking up wondering how did man ever arrive there, or what does it take for it to shine with such proud delight? Look around once in awhile, realize all that is gifted to our natural life, and enjoy something different. Create trust in your surroundings while celebrating the simplity that lingers around you.

EYE TO EYE: DAY TWO HUNDRED THIRTY EIGHT WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

Look up stare down upon the beauty that lies within the image of you. Surround yourself with hopeful parameters in your life that you can depend on, count on, and rely on from sun up to sun down. At first you should be one EYE TO EYE with yourself laying down the power, the forgiveness, and the courage to enrich the goodness and move through the sludge that slows you down.

REAR VIEW MIRROR: DAY TWO HUNDRED THIRTY SEVEN WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

Stride with class with your head up high in the clouds of opportunity as your senses are kept aware of all that surrounds you. Keep your REAR VIEW MIRROR clean by passing by and breaking down blocked attachments, fears, and the past that holds you back. Limit yourself of trauma drama that will bring you down and deprive yourself of complete wholeness. Cleanse all of you through a dedicated focus and letting go all the layers from yesterday’s past and the anticipated future that creates guilt from failure. When is the best time to begin the process? How can you keep your energy alive?

FEATURE FILM:DAY TWO HUNDRED THIRTY SIX WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

Surely I am creating history and have a FEATURE FILM on my hands with the responsibility to follow through and surrender myself and submit my work among the film festival global circuit that will welcome and celebrate all that has become of this vision. How can you share your story? Your passionate visionary pursuit of You? Where are you leading yourself? How are you assuring the completion and benefits of your dreams?  Deepen your courage by challenging your mind.

GOOD NIGHT SEE YOU IN THE MORNING: DAY TWO HUNDRED THIRTY FIVE WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

Resting on softness with a delicate sensitivity that lingers all around from post to post and coast to coast. Prioritize goodness and wellness for your striving head that heads towards greatness, but to maintain the focus on a consistent shut eye pattern will take some surrendering and giving in throughout the night. Therefore GOOD NIGHT SEE YOU IN THE MORNING bright and early for seaside or bedside brunch in my ideal world.

SELF-RESPECT: DAY TWO HUNDRED THIRTY FOUR WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

Create or Rediscover Your Voice by Branching Out Your Ways to Communicate.  Expand Your Horizons by Opening Up Your Heart and Never Limit Thyself by Focusing too Much on the No of your Day, but on the Yes for Your Future. Please oh Pretty Please Have some SELF RESPECT and Enjoy the Journey. Know Your Neighbor. Believe in You. Smile & Laughter a Must.

IN YOUR BACK POCKET: DAY TWO HUNDRED THIRTY THREE WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

Make a Living Wage. Value your Worth. Fight for your Freedom. We Deserve Loving Chances. Love Yourself by Sharing. Develop a Consistent Strategy. PUT IT IN YOUR BACK POCKET by saving with grace and responsibility. Hone in on Humbleness. Subtle Serenity.

BETTER CHOICES: DAY TWO HUNDRED THIRTY SECOND WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

The analysis of all that we encounter and all that we desire to do, can surely take a toll on our ability and eagerness to effectively progress through this battling world. So many of us dwell, sulk, blame, and give in to what others expect us to be, or what others demand what we are not, but please create the time for YOU, and only YOU to truly understand and manifest  the greatness that is within with BETTER CHOICES full of Light.

SINGING SOUL: DAY TWO HUNDRED THIRTY ONE WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

Daily music glistens the smile and creates an inner chuckle that soothes pain, ignites the inspiring motivation, and provides a joy of peace that can the SINGING SOUL can surely be proud and productive.

MY FRIENDS: DAY TWO HUNDRED THIRTY WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

A loyal pack of those that are there by your side in all times of the day in all situations all types of weather variety of emotions, no matter what lies ahead and not matter what choices are made. Yes judgments will be made and histories written, but the sunshine from within will create a lifelong understanding that will sustain love and friendship. Never force a manipulative network. Never share for the sake of just you. MY FRIENDS believe in your love and passions, embrace your capabilities, and rejoice in the beauty of a brotherhood that is there for all of us. We just have to put the egos aside and believe in each other.

THE BUTCH’S MASH: DAY TWO HUNDRED TWENTY NINE WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

When we are young our foundation is laid upon us, as we grow older the layers are attached and we adapt to their dwellings. The laughter and youthful tears of frustrating expectations and mischief keep us alive and moving. Mine was THE BUTCH’S MASH. Reactive and Responsive towards all that crossed my path. I loved the sweetness on my locked chair oh so high above the unlevel ground that family struggled to keep strong. Keep the music playing, the nutrients growing, and praise the delicious performance of all those that create their own unique home.

SWIM WITH VISION: DAY TWO HUNDRED TWENTY EIGHT WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

Jump out into the rushing river and beyond the eye can see sea, where you can move freely and feel closer to the movement of transforming ahead. The smoothness, the power, the ambition, the out of water trajectory towards a life at the wall of completion inspires an effort of follow through and excellence.  SWIM WITH VISION with an eye on the prize, a passion that uplifts, and a determination that maintains and sustains a balance throughout YOU.

BAYOU BLUES: DAY TWO HUNDRED TWENTY SEVEN WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

There is something so fulfilling and rewarding to the exploring desiring soul when a new place is presented in front of an end of the day breath. When a realization of something new is brought into my life I cherish and am grateful for all that I pursue in my life. Of course there are sometimes when our travels and discoveries are complete shocks and are engrained within us for quite some time and the BAYOU BLUES are within our dragging day, but it is how we face our fears and the adversities we endure that truly create our ongoing characters. I am one that takes risk, goes behind enemy lines, and seeks through the back allies and sideways of our world in order to build and transform. I am humble. I am giving. I stay curious.

SUNDAY AFTERNOON: DAY TWO HUNDRED TWENTY SIX WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

So much is endured throughout our trying week. Deadlines met or missed. Sun sets and rises. Children run and play, as Parents discipline and pay. Students write and research, while Time faces all directions. There are so many possibilities with choices to be decided upon, resulting in the draining of our energized day. Where do you spend your hours, how do utilize the sunshine, and where do you find yourself on SUNDAY AFTERNOON? Are you recollecting, resting, or re-grouping? Be good to yourself and appreciate what you are given, how you celebrate, and the freedom to choose your path.

OUR WAY: DAY TWO HUNDRED TWENTY FIVE WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

When you leave your home each day and lead yourself along your tasks of responsible surviving hope, how much capacity of thought do you engage about others, their well being, and their peace of mind? How do you share? What do you do to develop your true gifts? Do you enable others with your knowledge and strength? I think it is a must to love oneself before you can love another, otherwise it is not true love and you are just leading a lost way. Why not create an abundance of worthy wealth accepting OUR WAY contributing, receiving, and growing. 

SELF INTERVIEWING: DAY TWO HUNDRED TWENTY FOUR WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

There are so many days that pass us by where we recollect and can’t remember all that we did or accomplished. So many of us are dragged through the trenches as the effect of our world causes us to sit back allowing the days to drift on by while opportunities fade, and guilty confidence follows and depletes our motivating energy to take charge and be the cause root of our onward journey.  Take quiet personal moments by gifting yourself the time and energy to prioritizing and prepare while engaging in SELF INTERVIEWING sessions where you can discover and understand your unique passionate way.  Take charge of all that is within you and realize all that you can become now.

TELL ME WHAT YOU KNOW: DAY TWO HUNDRED TWENTY THREE WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

The ambition and pursuit of knowledge is such a joyous and inspiring feat. I so have loved my creative curious mind and dedicated open heart, which has developed my adventurous exploring instinct of passing through airports, filling up passports, and reaching the peaks of mountain passes. TELL ME WHAT YOU KNOW, share with me of stories of past, last night dreams, and tomorrows purpose filled passions. Let’s do this. Make it all happen. Breath by Breath. Minute by Minute. Got to Give them Hope.

SURRENDERING METHOD: DAY TWO HUNDRED TWENTY TWO WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

We make choices that draw us back within holes that seem endless and worrisome, but the strategy and effort that one decides to dedicate will bring the hopeful desires of overcoming all that is lost, into a wide and clear perspective developing a discovering awareness of all that is new. What is your SURRENDING METHOD? Who do you give your trust to in order to lead a fulfilling life? How can you assure your soulful value and allow yourself to blossom truthfully?

YEAR BY YEAR: DAY TWO HUNDRED TWENTY ONE WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

Suns go away and rise up again. Thoughts arise and disappear. Gravity takes its toll on the aging soul that can be fearful of the responsibility and courage of maintaining a confident and satisfying journey. Self pressure YEAR BY YEAR with that clicking expecting expectation clock that can be family run, publicly criticized, or cause your inner intestines to intersect and interfere with your proactive progress that promises the pursuit of loving productivity.

INNER TIMELINE: DAY TWO HUNDRED TWENTY WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

We all have been given a life to lead and a life to succeed. Our experiences have brought us on paths that have been memorable and unforgettable. Each year of changing seasons that start at the stroke of midnight on an eve of eager anticipation of what lies ahead, but the year’s end comes sooner than you want to believe as one battles that INNER TIMELINE engrained from all that one imagines, and from all that has occurred. Do you have the desire to transform, uproot, and overcome all that you have allowed within to hold you back? Face today, let go, and create your freedom.

PROFESSIONAL AMATUER: DAY TWO HUNDRED NINETEEN WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

Perfect practice makes perfect by focusing on the talents, gifts, and exceptional abilities one possesses at the crossroads of a PROFESSIONAL AMATEUR. Have you sold out to yourself by depriving the world of your true potential by not fully recognizing and celebrating all that is you and all that you can do for others and your world?

BRUSH AWAY: DAY TWO HUNDRED EIGHTEEN WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

Make it a part of your distracting day and don’t make it tomorrow’s yesterday ongoing forgotten put off, but introduce that BRUSH AWAY feeling of completion within your daily grind, wake up sunshine, or  those  showered routine activities that you rely on to make your smile shine.

RUNNING ALONG: DAY TWO HUNDRED SEVENTEEN WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

The grounded walk way seaside that curves with class with nearby splashes and faraway crashing waves that assist the determined hungry gull that glides and strides within the forces as I with my eyes on the finish line prize dashing panting and thriving with joy RUNNING ALONG.

LEG ROOM: DAY TWO HUNDRED SIXTEEN WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

The flexibility and adaptation of one’s soul and patience can allow someone to open up, believe, and receive possible opportunities that wouldn’t linger around if there was cold closed heartedness and the inability to let in others within your deciding factor. There are times when we have to do our best  to bring our guards down by taking risk and overcoming our fearful way of judging all that is presented to us. Please understand the power of our wonderful universe by demanding the LEG ROOM that you desire to provide yourself in order to fulfill all that you strive to become, but at the same be cautiously educated with the surroundings that consistently challenge our nervous system.

DAILY DEALINGS: DAY TWO HUNDRED FIFTEEN WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

What’s on the agenda? Have a written or inner priority list? What do you do to insure follow through? What allows you to make progress? Do you play? How do you define diet? What hydrates you? How do you provide nutrients to yourself? Communication & Interpersonal Skills Improvement? Interaction with others? Self Respected Confidence? How do you deal with your DAILY DEALINGS?

TODAY’S LEGACY: DAY TWO HUNDRED FOURTEEN WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

Think about the lives you impact, the ones that you spend your valuable time with, and understand TODAY’S LEGACY of you. There are worthy reactions and actions one can take to sustain and maintain the durability and confidence those folks possess in you. Believe in who you are, how you manage your everyday, and discover your own unique style of making it all happen.

FREELY FRESH: DAY TWO HUNDRED THIRTEEN WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

Seek and reach out wide with your filled up lungs and sensational wandering mind FREELY FRESH, as you eagerly anticipate your proactive optimistic wonder of what lies ahead in your committed challenge of letting go.

IMAGINATION: DAY TWO HUNDRED TWELVE WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

Open the senses, believe in the creative instinct, and follow the passion of your heartfelt day into a world of IMAGINATION, and on the path of excelling abundance of worldly parameters.

STERLING: DAY TWO HUNDRED ELEVEN WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

What precious metal makes you shine with delight and brightens your day so bright? Are you a Gaudy Goldie, STERLING Silver lover, or do you enjoy a combo of both? My picky eyes can't accept the last or rarely the first, but loves the state of Nevada's cherished discovered mined celebration that rings with turquoise or represents history around my neck. Enjoy creation in your own way.

FIRST GOAL: DAY TWO HUNDRED TEN WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

There are so many promising possibilities,optimistic opportunities, and godly gifts that we all possess, but it's about the proactive action and created miraculous results,  that truly determine what lies ahead. What do your strategies consist of and how do you spend your day contemplating about them. What do you accomplish daily and what is your approach with the pursuit of your passionate desires? Overwhelmed out of control or completely smooth with style and grace? What is your main GOAL today? Mine...peace of mind with a loving cool element that lingers and hovers within my ongoing soreness due to activity and lack of, while I struggle to stay focused and determined to excell on the journey of my unique legacy.

IN THE MORNING: DAY TWO HUNDRED NINE WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

Rise and shine from dreamy recurrence or a newly discovered epithamy or world changing idea that will allow and provide you a promising new beginning with your true potential. On your back belly side or even sideways, how do you choose to lay? What works for you? Relax Breathe Turn it Up Let Go for the Evening in Your Comfy GoodNight Place. What is the first thing that touches your lips IN THE MORNING? Coffee Tea Another Pair of Lips Diet Coke or the Best Choice of Mountain Spring Water? Yes please even before your morning java, H2O, then induldge. We wake up dehydrated people. Take care of yourself.

POPPIN HANDSHAKE: DAY TWO HUNDRED EIGHT WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

The eye to eye intention filled introducing firm first impression with a gratifying grip that has meaning and sets example for our lost youth. Please no cold fishes with uncourageous limp fingers that show me you don't care and could care less of the art of the POPPIN HANDSHAKE. Paldies Bjorn, nosakot piemēru

MAPS: DAY TWO HUNDRED SEVEN WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

Ever feel the frustration of fear of folding one back to its original existence? Be able to easily place one deep in your convienant nearby pocket? Or spread one out wide and proud on the hood of your busy shoulder highway hood and let the vastness guide and inspire you towards the nearest blueness of a far away body of  water or through a treacherous snow covered mountain pass? Through my own adventures the over utilization and constant assurance of seeking the right direction has caused holes in my MAPS, but a sense of holy wholeness in my determined heart. Written on the pot with a hole in the middle water down below. So long fellow.

SAVINGS: DAY TWO HUNDRED SIX WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

An on going nest egg, a faraway secret stash, or an under the bed bank where you can pick & pay for daily grub or payoff the past by planning for the future. How do you prioritize and build it up? What kind of strategy do you use? Paycheck by paycheck, a little leftover, or a plethora of abundance providing and supporting your cause? Overspend, bad habits, compulsive, or just out of control? Create a vision, develop it, be proactive, and find a way to keep a SAVINGS around.

IN THE MOMENT: DAY TWO HUNDRED FIVE WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

Breathe Focus Details Concentrate Meditate Let Go Freedom Rejoice Understand Accept Welcome Laughter Explode Watch Enjoy Smile Close Your Eyes Deep Soothe Today Yes The Way Follow Decide Discover Determine IN THE MOMENT

WAKE UP: DAY TWO HUNDRED FOUR WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

What are we all waiting for? What do you desire to pursue and accomplish on your journey? Are you a selfish sleeper? Stop depriving yourself of your true loving potential and WAKE UP. Do what you are capable of doing by manifesting your gifts and celebrating your passions with passion. You know YOU. Develop Build Empower Believe Please

MY NAME IS.....: DAY TWO HUNDRED THREE WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

A first impression identity that grabs your attention when yelled in a crowd, announced in the lobby of a packed restaurant, or on the first day of school when asked of your true pressence, "Here!" How are you represented by your birthright? Do you approve or were you goofed on at recess? Does it have a special meaning in another language? How many other people possess the exact same one? I am a Dutch Irish explorer and MY NAME IS ...... Ryan Van de Kamp Buchanan