WHAT DO YOU THINK?: DAY TWO HUNDRED FORTY THREE WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

I love the power of choice that is given to me each day. It is a freedom that I have chosen to lead my day and believe in all that I do. I am not always satisfied with my effort, the outcome, and my lack of depth in my day, but I smile proud living in a world and living environment that I can have the flexibility to do as I please. Outsiders, family/friends, and even strangers might beg to differ due to my lack of progress and manifestation of my wonderful amazing powerful gifts that I have to celebrate and share with the world. I do put a lot of self-pressure upon my myself, don't play as much I could, and don't completely share all of me with all those that believe they deserve an explanation. Maybe this all an assumption, but I do put time and energy throughout my day contemplating about these thoughts and judgements. I have vowed this year that I put a focus on making major changes throughout my soul by letting go, battling through distractions, and making some lifelong commitments that will allow me to blossom. Am I on course to follow through and live up to this vow? I know I am capable, but am I willing to do what I say? How many people are deeply counting on me? My choices throughout the years have been quite interesting and overwhelming for sure. Many can say, "Who would have thought that Ryan....", but in my mind I have to focus on the now, prioritize,take action, and yes do what I say I will do! WHAT DO YOU THINK? Do I have a chance? Will I break through my clouds and embrace the true RVB and live my dreams of inspiring the world to follow their passionate heart and curious mind?