I am one who grew up on ball fields with a stat filled geography mind for the people with a historic curiosity adventuring across vast seas with animalistic senses respecting all creations with an engrained cinematic musical ear and heart. There were childhood dreams and passions of entertaining with competitive stories or standing up for those that are victimized in cases that occur because of greed or disrespectful selfishness. My crossroad has been crossed, re-crossed, and at times feel lost prancing deerlike here and there fiercely focused on course at times, but way too many hours spent motionlessly caved in with a channel surfing changing television that glares distraction all around me with finished box of a Wheat Thins by my side. There are celebrated gifts to be unwrapped and given to others that await my glory to be honored with greatness. When will they arise through all the disorganized disarray and be grounded within me and all that I am capable of pursuing? What choices in my life have allowed me to be in this current situation? I have no regrets. There is pain, but so much promise. Accomplishments have been made with more ahead, but I have to stand up strong and commit to a planned and dedicated path that is realistically reachable and still challenging enough for me to transform and soar. My passions of music, sports, film, travel, animals are such a part of me. My early days of being the lawful sportscaster dreamer still lingers, as I love to compete, sweat, research, and pursue the passion of justice for others. Yes I am getting older, struggle with the mental sensory distraction of life, but there are so many moons in front of me to blossom. The self pressure is overwhelming, the guilt of non-completion, and my habits of waiting until tomorrow hold me back. I am so much better than what I choose to do. My CAREER PATH is always on my mind, just wished it was straighter and not so circular and confusing. When will you begin to write and become a daily writer like Gordie LaChance? Stand By Me please. Share your story through your passions. Tap into your true skills and gifts. Do what pleases your happiness. Complete and follow through what you started. Fight through the guilt, seek advice, and do what you dream and believe in. Don’t crutch yourself while depriving the world of who you are. Your heart may hurt, but take that heartfelt dream and overcome your pain NOW.
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