RELATIONSHIPS: DAY TWO HUNDRED FIFTY SIX WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

The way I have lived, how I was taught to deal with the life that I was dealt, and what I have witnessed within the feelings of others, I have surely dealt myself a wide variety of crazy loving emotions within the encounters that I have endured so far. I have always loved to get attention through affection and curious asking questions by others that are willing to give and receive. There is always room for improvement within my interpersonal skills. I strive to be more grounded and create a respectful circle of friends. I have never in my life been able to establish a trusting brotherhood that can share, support, and love unconditionally and allow me to be there for them. Since I am a floating dreaming traveling non clicked circling thinker that draws in during times of despair, my friendships through the years have surely lacked depth. My constant moving up and down the Southern California coast and counties surely didn’t help in my pursuit of gathering up loyal troops in my corner. That surely means it is not too late to create that ongoing desiring friendly love within a group of inspiring and thoughtful individuals. I just think that I have to work on me first by making some major choices of where I want to be, how I want to pursue my life, and exactly understand the types of souls that I wish to surround this deserving transformation. I have been through four divorces, but never married which have taught me the importance of patience and the respect of this two family unifying sacrament that should be made with the power and beauty of integrity, openness, ongoing curiosity, adaptability, wiliness, yumminess, loving passion, eye2eye understanding, and the ability of creating oneness. The sustainability of RELATIONSHIPS (business, family, intimate, community etc…) is always an ongoing test for many. Through all what I have been through so far and encountered; failures, triumphs, third wheel, efficient, ineffective etc.. the success of quality bonding with others is all about communication, creativity, and compassion. Getting through to someone efficiently with clear understanding, respect, and the ability to listen, is important to the ongoing progress. If you can always discover new creative strategies to keep the spark alive it will provide both parties involved a constant feeling of hope to look forward to and an enjoyable energy to experience. Without an admiration and equal acceptance of the other party/half, it surely is difficult to establish a growing confidence moving forward and allow everyone involved a chance to excel to the best of their abilities. We cannot reach our full potential alone. So face your fears. Let go and overcome the depriving past by being cautiously aware and true to you. Forgive me for My Faults, My Choices, My Insecurities, My Big Mouth, My Selfishness…...