2012 YEAR OF THE DRAGON BEGINS A PERSONAL JOURNEY AS I MOVE ONWARD FOCUSING ON THE INTERNAL GROWTH OF ME LETTIN GO BY CREATING A DOCUMENTARY- "WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?" THROUGH SELF EXCAVATION I WILL PURSUE MY PASSION TO OVERCOME MY FEAR OF COMMITTING TO A CAREER THAT I CAN BE CONFIDENT, FULFILLED AND PURSUE WITH ALL MY PASSION AND HEART. JOIN MY SIDE, MANIFEST YOUR GIFTS, FOLLOW YOUR INTUITION, AND ALLOW YOURSELF TO UNDERSTAND WHAT YOUR PURPOSE IS NOW WITH ME- RVB
Monday, May 21, 2012
A PROUD PLACE: DAY ONE HUNDRED TEN WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?
Throughout my living days so far here in Southern California and brief stays in Northern California I honestly have to say due to my living environments and choices of roommates, I have never felt at home. Yes NEVER, but it is what I was dealt with, and chose to put up with. Being a child of divorce, an explorer, and not completely independent in nature, the places I have called home never have provided me with the privacy, peace, and true comfort that I can celebrate and enjoy fully. There are so many elements put into play to create that stable loving home. From your senses, to your neighbors, to the space, to the potty and shower, the neighborhood, and the flow of traffic. I have truly been blessed to grow up and live in some magical sea towns (Newport Beach, Dana Point, La Jolla), in the mountains (Lake Arrowhead), in the city (San Francisco), the valley (Burbank), and in the neighborhood (San Jose, San Diego). There have been times that I lived a few months in South America (Santiago, Chile & Buenos Aires, Argentina), and Europe (Immling, Bavaria Germany, & Milano & Trapani, Italia), but always found my way back to Southern California. One huge committed vow I have made for this year with this film is to change my current living environment and bring me to a new place out there where I can be on my own and live freely with the confidence and peace that I can seek and soar. The world is completely open for me. I have no real attachments to anyone or anything. That is an amazing optimistic reality that pushes me to discover MY HOME. I am a true sea loving water soul that would love to be close to an amazing powerful crashing sea that gives me a breeze and a salty spray forcing an ongoing smile on my face. A yard for some animals, and some sharing giving neighbors who love to cook and entertain. A nearby town would be devine that celebrates local produce and crafts, with a yoga studio, and creative musicians to hold down the fort. Through the years I have toned down my expectations and the self pressure that follows. I still thrive towards greatness visioning pursuing impacting projects that share my passions in hope to have others discover their own. A grounded proud place to call home that makes me proud to be me is so close and near, just have to head out the rear and not look back until the back door opens up somewhere new awaiting for RVB.
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