Sunday, February 5, 2012

KID AT HEART: DAY THIRTEEN WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

Throughout our lives there are special amazing times where our day is filled with a sense of calm, glowing, peaceful, but energetic sensation where the heart pumps, the eyes open, and you feel completely ALIVE, ALERT, and full of AMBITION. A place in your space where you can accomplish, face, and proceed with anything in your way. It can be in a relationship, alone, during the work day, or in a foreign land somewhere out there with a windy breeze or humid warm sunset. When one can create that moment, or that moment can create you, smile, take a deep breath, and go with the furvor like a pumpkin farmer during the Halloween season. Stand tall, chest out, and get in the groove. Take positive proactive action and don't forget to enjoy the journey. It has happened to menumerous times. Once while working in the 26 Wall Street Standard Oil building in New York City as I took time away from the Silicon Valley to go out East and see the Yanks v. Mets in Game 1 of the 2000 World Series at Yankee Stadium. Another time I was in a zone on the road writing and researching for my film Exploration.  These past 13 days I am feeling the feeling of complete exhiliration of doing my thang, and visualizing the creation of this wonderful project. I have traveled and put myself through a hunk of complete here and there haywire. I am fortunate, I am blessed, I am smart, I am stubborn at times, I am ambitious, I am loved, I sure am. I love to share, make others laugh, dream, believe, laugh myself, explore of course, and follow my heart. I am working on standing up to my intuition which is more reliable than your instinct. There is just so much I want to share of ME with the world. It has been my biggest struggle to focus and commit to ONE career path. So with the creation and movement of my actions in the coming years, I will strive to lay down the gauntlet with full force. I believe everyone has a true transforming purpose within their soul that they build, develop, and hopefully discover at a time that they are ABLE, WILLING, and CAPABLE to excel with its power. We all have a unique mind that is constantly energized with vast amounts of knowhow, but it is what/how you manifest from that knowledge, that brings you full circle. I want and will make a difference in this world. I will NO MORE turn my back on the abilities I possess, and do my best to expand my actions/accomplishments for the sake/goodness of others. Is that my true purpose? As of now I  have to get more deep detailed orientated, and dig into the specific root of understanding that alluring question. That is why I am here, that is why I HOPE you are here, to truly take the risks, to break down what is within, and branch out within our world and rejoice joyfully. I am IN, I am HERE, Join Me, Believe in Me, Be a part of Me the RVB. I am such a kid at heart. It will be an aspect of me that will never hinder from my being, but I have to grow up and be a COMPLETE INDEPEDENT RESPONSIBLE MAN. As of now I AM NOT. That hurts, but it is true, and I have the courage to stand up to that reality with you here. The kid in me will always keep me motivated, smiling, laughing, and moving. It is like my heart beat, which is always working, thinking, and manuvering my flow. It is just time to mold that flow into greatness. I have high visionary Aquarian blood that streams from within, that is anxiously eager to meet all my expectations/dreams. DayByDay friends. BreathByBreath. ProjectByProject. Today is Now and Now is what we focus on.

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