Sunday, February 19, 2012

VICTORY LANE: DAY TWENTY ONE WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

Throughout my day my mind finds the time to fantasize and visualize a sense of beauty and idealization of what I am capable of creating. There is amazing loving potential that lies within my soul. I have wonderful gifts to give, and ideas to share. I have high hopes for passionate outcomes with dreamlike scenarios that are a future away. What I have found myself doing is giving in to distraction and running away from responsibility of creating a grounded secure life with a consistent play-it-by-the-rules lifestyle. Will I ever be able to provide that secure path for myself? I am taking this year and this project to assure myself and all of you that MY TIME IS NOW. It is my time to cement my focus, get to eye level, and excel with life changing results. I spend way too much time giving in to my distracting cravings and not enough time on ME. I am not a selfish soul completely. At times I use, abuse and exploit. No excuses. But one of the best qualities of mine is the awareness and desire to transform NOW. It is not my age, where I live or that I don’t have a career, house, car, lady, or kids, but it is a action filled lifestyle that I deserve and overwhelming capable of producing. I have the passion and purpose to give, share, and live in an environment where I can maintain a consistent healthy mental/physical well-being, and establish/maintain a strong reliable respectful support base that does what WE say. A life that leads into a victory lane where the day2day operations is constantly growing, sharing, giving, learning, teaching, and believing in the daily grind of creating. Life is too precious to waste, and too precious to deny its potential. I must improve my time management, my interpersonal communication, and my ability to stay focused with my ADD mind. Even though I feel down at times, I can’t stop fighting for the cause, collecting footage for this film, and understanding I am A GREAT LOVING SOUL.  A lover of the arts, film, sports, music, children, travel, animals, creation, newness, and a life that is wonderfully bright. What lies ahead is promising, but I must understand that I have to fight, dedicate, and commit to a lifestyle of following through. I know I can’t do it alone. I will struggle with all the distracting demons that desire to hold me back, and I reach out to all of you asking for advice, welcoming encouragement, and vowing that I will create a FINAL PRODUCT that will be entertaining, and hopefully filled with the inspiration to motivate all of you to follow your purpose filled path with a similar determination and spirit full of Light.

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