SURROUNDING SUPPORT CIRCLE: DAY TWENTY FOUR WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

Each and every one of us is dealt with an introductory path that includes a family of relatives and all that arrives with their existence. Whatever it may be, we have no control over it. Some are from single parent homes with no siblings, or others grow up with Tias, primos, abuelitas that line up outside the bathroom every morning and after meals.  All of our lives begin on a different playing field with a wide variety of different elements, barriers, and outcomes. As we begin to grow and understand the power of choice, our souls build up a surrounding circle of who we let in and who we keep distance from. How would you describe your ability to make friends or let others arrive into your space? Do you possess a confident reliable source of support in your life? How do you communicate with that support? What kind of support do you believe in receiving? I have always envied and never had a group of buddies throughout my life. Living in 22 houses and attending 15 schools I always seem to float and weave myself through my world. That is why my favorite movie is STAND by ME which is about a group of seeking young boys adventuring along the rails that lead to the Royal River near some blueberries bushes to discover Ray Brower and his final resting place. There are many factors of why I find myself on the outside looking in, or making the rounds uneasy at social gatherings not fitting in. I am a nomadic wonderer. It is in my character. Have always loved to understand the psyche of many, and not be part of a click that is deprived to just one type of music, clothing, sport, social group, or thinking. I am Random Ryan, little king who explores, a lone wolf, Dutch Irishman that wanders wondering the details of thought rather than staying in one spot building a repertoire. I have recently been focusing on the type of aura I share when I am present. I struggle with committed eye contact/focus, I have a tendency to interrupt, be sarcastic, and have the ability to make others laugh by putting others down. Once again I am not the most fulfilled with my outcome, so I am here to embrace change and the ability to improve my cycle of allowing others into my world. I have to listen better, keep my mouth shut at times, and do my best to keep in touch with those I believe will provide a selfless demeanor and loving heart. There are so many times in my life where I find myself giving and giving to those that aren’t leading their day with gratitude, but with a self-serving attitude of ME ME ME. I was told once that we are mere self-image/mirror of those that surround us, so I strive to glisten up my mirror smiling with promising potential of developing a foundational support in my life that will consist of a positive flowing consistent personal communication line, inspiring intentions with a sense of giving, and an ongoing focused understanding of the gifts we share. I strongly desire to be surrounded by greatness and strive to rally and gather around an environment that has the ability to be open minded, face fear, and provide loyalty. Where is your Circle Leading You?