GIDDY UP Y'ALL: DAY NINETY THREE WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

I have such an amazing, gentle, eye2eye connection with the creatures of the world. Due to my extensive moving lifestyle (22 houses 15 schools 32 countries etc...) I have encountered a wide variety of humans, but lack the confidence, maturity, and facing conflict skills, to successfully communicate and maintain quality relationships. With animals though there is an instinct, a voice, and a respect level that is established when I see them in nature or in a domestic setting. My voice changes, I make kissing noises, and my motherly demeanor/sense of humor comes out like the one when I see a bab/toddler. Very similar. Is it the non-verbal communication relationship that works so well?  I so have to improve my interpersonal skills with humans I know. Be more proactive, not hold back, and not care about hurting others. Both sides of my families don't deal well with conflict. I guess who does, but there are wonderful open accepting welcoming families out there that don't have so much drama, dwell on the past, and worry about what others think. At least I can be aware and have the desired willingness to overcome, but have to take the action by facing it when given the opportunity. Which I am not that good at. Back to the beauty of animals and love I so endure with them. Haven't owned any pets of my own (MINE), but so have a real connecting passion for them. Maybe since I tattooed some wolves on my forearms. Surely my senses (sight, hear, and smell) are quite excellent. I definitely have a dog in me. No doubt about that. In good and bad ways. Have wonderful instincts, I am a survivor, an explorer, a mysterious wanderer, a prowler/predator in life pursuing my passions and fighting off the distractions. I did horseback in the Bavarian forest one summer. A wonderful sunny misty day among the trees in Southern Germany near Immiling. The heart and pursuit of the animal, and how they maintain life is such an admirable fascination of mine. I thrive to educate myself more and more. Embrace my wildness. Get down and dirty. Understand nature and Her wildlife. Beautiful living gifts that breathe and strive just like me- RVB