DAILY SCHEDULE: DAY THREE HUNDRED FIFTEEN WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

From the moment you wake among the dew of the crisp morning, until you create a restful state under the nights sky, visualize or create a sense of a DAILY SCHEDULE that can be simplistically alone or filled with an abundance of overwhelming promise that pushes and pulls you in all distracted directions with a disarray of possibilities; Productive, Greatness, Sweetness, Inspiring, Fulfillment…

BRAIN: DAY THREE HUNDRED FOURTEEN WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

We are all protected to the degree of our diet, thought, genetic impression, and our ongoing strength of enduring the capacity of living. There are so many layers to reveal the victimized whirlwind of our work in progressive battle. How do you treat your BRAIN? Enlightenment? Abusive? Intuitive? Truth? Scientific? What do you really understand about the functionality of our impressive soulful way of being? Teach yourself something new in a new way by embracing the newness that seeks your enjoyment.

WITH SONG: DAY THREE HUNDRED THIRTEEN WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

From the depths of all that is engrained within the bones of your everyday, how do you determine the focus of your voice? What kind of base do you provide your beliefs? Can and will you express all that is you WITH SONG? Prosper with passion at the core root that lies deep down among your ability to speak up with confident creation. Feel the Groove in the Moment Get Lost with Rhythm Let Loose and Be Free.

DOWNTOWN: DAY THREE HUNDRED TWELVE WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

DOWNTOWN can be a central place of committed gathering with the true faith of introspective enabling of amazing productivity that allows you to take the risk with a plunging leap over and around all tall built obstacles with a foundation studied and approved for seismic catastrophe. What kind of windows do you appear through and open? How do you improve your surroundings that welcome in stranded lost souls that wonder about the daily wandering through the abyss of chaotic traffic? A self sensory inventory and allocation of energized skills will surely be a creative circle of loyal admirers and supporters.

RUNAWAY ROAD: DAY THREE HUNDRED ELEVEN WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

The sensational beauty of the unknown RUNAWAY ROAD is exploited, embraced, and engulfed with passions, purpose, and fears of facing what is a complete illusion of vision that can, will, and should be manifested with all the wonderful gifts one possesses. There are steps to be taken, restrictions fulfilled, as a sense of balance maintained throughout an optimal adventure with consistent intended promise and follow through from idea to celebrated completion. Please assure to yourself here and there that what your focus is, is well represented and understood with heart.

STAND UP: DAY THREE HUNDRED TEN WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

Our bodies thrive and are hungry for pleasant swift movement inside and out. Give and Provide. Hydrate with accommodation that you are intelligent about and understand. STAND UP. Movement is a Must. Walk your Path, Love You, and All that You Believe.    

CAN I CALL YOU BACK: DAY THREE HUNDRED NINE WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

That flustering feeling of overwhelming interruption or a time where space is desired to be away in a productive way away from the one on the other end, CAN I CALL YOU BACK? Will that ever be completed or just mentioned to shoo and soothe the moment to avoid all that is present? What are your tactics of communication? Respectful & Proactive? Do you get to the cause root of things or are you the effect of all your surroundings.

FEATURED: DAY THREE HUNDRED EIGHT WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

Strolling with legends like I have been here as long as them with an intended intention to manifest all that is seen and directed from the top to the end of the take as all lighted eyes pass by my way in a FEATURED day from scene rehearsal to let’s move on.

I GOT THIS: DAY THREE HUNDRED SEVEN WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

Silenced pausing though endless dissatisfied menus of misleading items of ordered kindness with the hope the deliciousness will provide the ongoing unforgettable open sharing of cross table talk that is completed with a delicate dessert that stabilizes all the cravings for the rest of the night. I GOT THIS.

CLASSIC: DAY THREE HUNDRED SIX WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

Times that bring up stored memories of memoirs that make you physically look back from the front of your frontal lobe through all the chaotic creations of yesterday where you chuckle and rise up from that CLASSIC moment and era that makes you proud and suave.

SPOKEN WORD: DAY THREE HUNDRED FIVE WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

The tone from your tongue with the abundance and articulation of annunciation that drives others to listen, doubt, forgive, laugh, inspire, cry, run away, hurt, smile, give, share, what have you done with your SPOKEN WORD to allow others in and discover what you know and seek?

SIGNATURE: DAY THREE HUNDRED FOUR WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

The consistency of the fluid confidence in what you believe in and agree upon is witness to your signed, sealed and delivered SIGNATURE that creates or shares a revealed bond or the unveiling of your truth.

INDULGE: DAY THREE HUNDRED THREE WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

What makes your mouth water? What gives you butterflies? How do you react to greatness? Your smile arrives when and where? An ideal meal for you is what?

INDULGE. Enjoy the yumminess. Seek out the unknown.

JUST ON THE WEEKEND: DAY THREE HUNDRED TWO WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

Are you an addicted one? Never buy a pack social one? Bum here and there? Or do you feel like a lifer completely surrendered to a lost hope of satisfaction itching craving for the next outside out of sight silent corned fix that eats you away from the inside out and back inside again. Smelly Saturated One. Just One Last Puff One? Do you want to quit? When I discovered ammonium was an itemized addition on a 2 pager filled with just additives, I had to set free my hope focusing future wide. I began and completed a 6+weeks tested challenge of JUST ON THE WEEKEND. I was never physically dependant, Nothing or NoOne. Friendly Second Hand Helped. Seasonal Bronchitis Inflammation with a Fratuday Night 12 pack filled with tasty bowls, settled it forever. May 13^th, 1995 No Mas. 

STILL EXPOSED: DAY THREE HUNDRED ONE WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

Born into what comes before us into a living environment that is placed or displaced into our new young world of discovery. How are our creators prepared for the new beginning that we rely on fully if they so choose for us to be. Born into an era of timelessness that carries and lingers through all that we choose to pursue or pass on. Hopefully a crossroads is met with a grounded state of forgiveness and overcoming all that was dealt and decided without the voice of our own. I am sure STILL EXPOSED while mildly managing as I am not fully mature and the man that I know I am capable of celebrating. What are the determinations of such a forceful reality? Living Truth of Proof?

LIFTING WEIGHTS: DAY THREE HUNDRED WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

Raised and fallen on city state wide ball fields that pushed and pressured up the court, off the diamond and onto the sidelines. Perfect practice makes perfect so hone your craft, mold your body LIFTING WEIGHTS, running up stairs, hitting the beach sand, put in your time, improve your work ethic, establish your attitude, and conquer your heart’s desire to excel overcoming all that is put in front of you.

THE FRESHMAN: DAY TWO HUNDRED NINETY NINE WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

12 hundred boy men in uniforms under a locked down tradition of academic sport excellence under Jesuit rule focused on self, circled friends, that all wanted to thrive, and make others celebrate their pride. I was THE FRESHMAN that continued his family lineage for only a semester long that demanded once again educational change when faced with inner conflict.

PULLED THE PIN: DAY TWO HUNDRED NINETY EIGHT WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

Principal fatherly access hitting the weight room at the age of four as I figured out something before my antagonizing older brother did as he desired more of a challenged leg press. I PULLED THE PIN , as 50lb+of steel came down with the smashing of tips, knuckles and mi lil Irish left hand fingers in the wedding middle chipped for life. Flat as quarters and smushed like banana peels, it was a two hospital day loss of blood too split open to stitch so I was given cheap  80s thin medical gauze and wrapped them little swelled up sausages that brought me the most painful breakfast treat the next day as my papa woke me up pre-dawn before school to re-wrap all that was dried up and stuck together.  

IN THE TRENCHES: DAY TWO HUNDRED NINETY SEVEN WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

Break from the huddle, get down and dirty, deeply face your opponent eye2eye, 3 point stance, know your play, point out your blocker, and take charge IN THE TRENCHES as you snap to it and explode opening up holes of daylight for all that you are capable of pursuing and believing.

LYING BEYOND THE FRONT ROW: DAY TWO HUNDRED NINETY SIX WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

With just a dollar entrance slipped perfectly in the pocket of Mexican Marco by a 7yr old RVB at the Big Newporter with the red plush leaning back seats, thanks to the Edwards with a sharing vision of cinema enjoyment. The largest screen west of the Mississippi as Lucas’ out of this world THX surround sound integrated into my seeking soul LYING BEYOND THE FRONT ROW all alone on my back on the carpeted center stage with the unforgettable Amadeus, Top Gun, Rocky IV, The Last Starfighter, Back to the Future, and other year 1984-85 films that lead my way and passionate heart towards the art of movie magic.

POUND FOR POUND: DAY TWO HUNDRED NINETY FIVE WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

Morning run as the speed bag eagerly awaits the focus to take the gym ring risks of perfect preparation within your corner. Jab, Hook, Uppercut. Slip, Move, Get Off the Ropes. POUND FOR POUND. Ding Ding. Round One Here We Go.

ALL IN THE HIPS: DAY TWO HUNDRED NINETY FOUR WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

Get in the flow bobbing side to side, up and down around, get your groove on. It is ALL IN THE HIPS as you connect with the tunes, dip, skip, prance, you got the beat my friend. Let Loose.

HUMBLE HOME: DAY TWO HUNDRED NINETY THREE WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

Warm Welcome, Soothing Shower with Empowering Pressure, a Promising Place you can rest, call your own, while celebrating your creations, contemplating visions, and the relaxation of my HUMBLE HOME.

WELCOME TO MY WORLD: DAY TWO HUNDRED NINETY TWO WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

I thrive to teach, inspire, guide, uplift, motivate, share and educate. WELCOME TO MY WORLD. Do you have any concerns, doubts, hopes, questions, fears, passions, and visions that can make you feel fulfilled?

ABOUT A B-: DAY TWO HUNDRED NINETY ONE WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

How do you interact with others throughout your life? Learn something new every day? Change up your routine? How do you feel today? My papa says frequently, “ABOUT A  B-.” Where do you stand?

HAPPY TO BE ALIVE: DAY TWO HUNDRED NINETY WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

HAPPY TO BE ALVE?  Wake up and experience each day Jimmy V style with laughter, tears, and enthusiasm.

DIFFERENT PLACES WITH DIFFERENT FACES: DAY TWO HUNDRED EIGHTY NINE WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

We are all faced with endless amounts of opportunities, possibilities, and options to decide, reside, and be alive. Desire from within the ability to strive and provide yourself a sense of wonderful pride as you smile wide connecting with your senses, taking risks in DIFFERENT PLACES WITH DIFFERENT FACES, so you can face all your fears and curiosities. Don’t Deprive. Don’t Hide. Unwind and Rewind.

PIRATE SHIP: DAY TWO HUNDRED EIGHTY EIGHT WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

When I was ten in the 4^th grade learning how to spell all the continents, I imagined and vowed to myself how wonderful it would and will be to discover in my own unique respectful way all the wonderful vast historical lands of the Earth’s surface. When I followed my ambition, became wiser and closer to my vision, and began to explore as an Irish Dutchman, I made it clear to myself and the world, that by the age of 30 I would set foot on North America, South America, Europe, Asia, Africa, and have my 30^th birthday on a PIRATE SHIP in ANTARCTICA. I could never remember to add the “C” on my spelling tests 6/7 I received.

NICE TATTOOs: DAY TWO HUNDRED EIGHTY SEVEN WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

Red bearded Buddy and his dedicated wife in Limerick, Ireland created the first seeking, searching, striving, proactive, determined running crazy one center stage on my right forearm strong. Sjap in Amsterdam, Netherlands Holland worked side by side to bring to light and visualize the visionary, mysterious, observant, keen sensed, cautious, but aware lone wolf that stands still on my challenged left. Strangers pass by at times, “NICE TATTOOs.”

TAKE THE STAIRS: DAY TWO HUNDRED EIGHTY SIX WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

We all must discover a way to let go. Discover how to relieve each other of the built up toxins that are stale within all of us. I belief sweating is such a wonderful way to exert all that is undesirable in and around our bodies. Bring movement into your day somehow. When available TAKE THE STAIRS!

TAXI: DAY TWO HUNDRED EIGHTY FIVE WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

Never feel completely trusting and accepting in the world of taking a TAXI. There is always a sense of being taken advantage of due to the uncontrollable way of billing through a machine that increases by the minute or so called 1/8 of a mile. There are some cabs that I feel at home with as they have fixed fares or the ones that aren’t ridiculously overpricing with mistrusting cabbies. Bottom line is that I am cheap at times; traffic tickets, parking fees, airport food, and cab rides, just don’t mix well with me being placed in the world of unavoidable costs or for being overcharged.

HOW ABOUT THIS?: DAY TWO HUNDRED EIGHTY FOUR WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

There are so many options and so many choices to be made. HOW ABOUT THIS, how about that, and how can we settle all this respectively and peacefully in a manner that is most mature and effective?

5.0: DAY TWO HUNDRED EIGHTY THREE WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

That entrapping around the corner at lunch time stoop with the gun drawn or rear view mirror blinding light while driving late at night, where is your local 5.0 show? Ever been under arrest? Been put in Handcuffs?

WHY ME?: DAY TWO HUNDRED EIGHTY TWO WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

We are all dealt with obstacles that we challenge and defend. Many of us struggle and fight more than others. There are entitlement issues for some people, feeling like a victim in the eyes of others, or there are those that rise on up and break on through to that Jim Doors other side. Many of us ask WHY ME? I do my best to focus on what I am capable of doing, strive to overcome the past, and visualize a promising tomorrow that my heart can feel Light that is light and well spoken.

BABY FACE: DAY TWO HUNDRED EIGHTY ONE WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

Wash your hands warm, facially splash and apply, lather up classy white, as you smoothly shave away shiny clean and reveal that unforgettable BABY FACE with my baby sea changing blue eyes bright.

POLISHED SHOES: DAY TWO HUNDRED EIGHTY WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

I was told once that you can see someone’s character through what they where are on their feet. Flip Flops? POLISHED SHOES? Newest Brand? Running Soul? Heels? How do you step forward?

DEEP POCKETS: DAY TWO HUNDRED SEVENTY NINE WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

Everyone has their own unique dreams and visions of where and how they desire to succeed in this challenging world. Some require simplicity others demand DEEP POCKETS. Where do you stand?

WHERE IN THE WORLD?: DAY TWO HUNDRED SEVENTY EIGHT WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

If you could leave tomorrow from the nearest airport to somewhere you have always desired to discover, WHERE IN THE WORLD would you explore and why?

WIN YOUR RACE: DAY TWO HUNDRED SEVENTY SEVEN WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

The finish line is in your grasp, your stride, your sight, so complete what you started and WIN YOUR RACE.

TEAM PLAYER: DAY TWO HUNDRED SEVENTY SIX WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

You aren’t an alone fighter in the ring battling all the innerness that questions your intentions, but bring in the strength and courage of others to be life’s TEAM PLAYER rising to the occasion on top.

VOCATION: DAY TWO HUNDRED SEVENTY FIVE WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

Master a VOCATION with a respectful dedicated demeanor of ongoing prosperous education.

TOUGH LOVE: DAY TWO HUNDRED SEVENTY FOUR WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

Surrender to the power of what you can’t control. Let go with TOUGH LOVE.

BE PRECISE: DAY TWO HUNDRED SEVENTY THREE WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

See and Feel to Believe in what your faith inspires you to pursue. BE PRECISE.

IT IS HERE: DAY TWO HUNDRED SEVENTY TWO WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

Today and everyday is your day. IT IS HERE to stay. How will you spend your time?

POST GAME: DAY TWO HUNDRED SEVENTY ONE WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

How do you see the POST GAME wrap up show of your journey take place? What will be discussed? What kind of highlights will be shared? How will you edit it in order to represent yourself fully?

LIVE: DAY TWO HUNDRED SEVENTY WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

There is nothing like a LIVE concert, LIVE sporting event, and LIVE ocean, so live it up LIVE.

MOST WONDERFUL TIME OF THE YEAR: DAY TWO HUNDRED SIXTY NINE WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

Where ever we might be throughout our living months, what we endure during our days, the MOST WONDERFUL TIME OF THE YEAR should be spent celebrating the all that is you and more.

CONSTANTLY CIRCLING: DAY TWO HUNDRED SIXTY EIGHT WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

The desire to be grounded with a clear and committed vision has always been ignited, but my CONSTANTLY CIRCLING around global airports and my endless wondering, truly has set me back in ways that I must come down with thunder and put an end to my disarray.

UNITED STATES OF AMERICA: DAY TWO HUNDRED SIXTY SEVEN WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

I am in the UNITED STATES OF AMERICA, a place that provides me the freedom to be here with all of you, a vast land that I keep returning to from foreign soil, and a country with a flag I embrace.

AGAIN & AGAIN: DAY TWO HUNDRED SIXTY SIX WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

Please with heart and compassion AGAIN & AGAIN never give up hope, never doubt your abilities, and never, never deprive yourself of all the wonderful opportunities that exist for all of us TODAY.

PLAY LIKE CHAMPIONS: DAY TWO HUNDRED SIXTY FIVE WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

South Bend, Indiana, a campus that my Pop Pop roamed,  where men PLAY LIKE CHAMPIONS, and the Irish always prevail with excellence and amazing grace.

TALENT ALONE: DAY TWO HUNDRED SIXTY FOUR WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

We are all blessed with amazing gifts, but we can’t celebrate them on TALENT ALONE. Tap into your entire joyous potential, hone your craft, and embrace the life of others on your path.

THANKFULNESS: DAY TWO HUNDRED SIXTY THREE WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

Take a moment and breathe deep to understand the beauty of being filled with THANKFULNESS.

NEED: DAY TWO HUNDRED SIXTY TWO WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

We all do not have to NEED or have needs, but have the desire to want to succeed and just be.

HATE: DAY TWO HUNDRED SIXTY ONE WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

Please don’t say HATE. Throw it away where the rest of the garbage goes.

TIRED: DAY TWO HUNDRED SIXTY WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

You should never be TIRED. Take it out of your vocabulary and get energized through a well balanced diet, consistent water intake, quality sleep, and optimizing thoughts that provide you to be proactively present

OFF THE RADAR: DAY TWO HUNDRED FIFTY NINE WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

Allow yourself to get OFF THE RADAR where you can discover the true you on your own terms, within your own heart, and seek through self excavation.

ASKING TODAY: DAY TWO HUNDRED FIFTY EIGHT WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

Take some daily quiet honest time for you and only you with no distractions, where you can be ASKING TODAY, where am I going, how do I feel, and how can I improve moving forward?

FAMILY: DAY TWO HUNDRED FIFTY SEVEN WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

I am a Dutch Irish Explorer with Yes Loving Caring Parents and a brother and sister with loyal hearts, spoken minds, and similar life changing challenges that we have all shaped and deprived us through our years of progressive movement on Earth. What is exactly a dysfunctional FAMILY? When I think of mine this rarely comes to mind as I believe we all endure obstacles in our familial lives, and face ups and downs here and there and everywhere, but I do come from one. There is so much involved in the creation of ancestral roots and historical trees transforming into the future; living environment, communication, expectations, values, actions, movement, transformation etc…What kind of foundation does your family possess? When y all are together how do you feel? What activities do you engage in? What do you talk about? I believe a quality sense of family and optimistic understanding is a vital role of an individual’s peace of mind within one’s life. Constantly check in with yourself and view the status of your family in your everyday. I hurt, laugh, smile, cry, and hope when contemplating about how my family lives and interacts. We all have our own way of thinking and doing, but we all share similar traits, DNA, and a history that we can relate. In determining a harmonious family it is how we deal with conflict, overcome our differences, and how we act to forgive and take responsibility of one’s actions. Through my journey I know my family is always is concerned and caring towards me, I hope to continue this building and allowing us to grow and transform together. Breaking down distance and being more open, is a wonderful beginning.

RELATIONSHIPS: DAY TWO HUNDRED FIFTY SIX WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

The way I have lived, how I was taught to deal with the life that I was dealt, and what I have witnessed within the feelings of others, I have surely dealt myself a wide variety of crazy loving emotions within the encounters that I have endured so far. I have always loved to get attention through affection and curious asking questions by others that are willing to give and receive. There is always room for improvement within my interpersonal skills. I strive to be more grounded and create a respectful circle of friends. I have never in my life been able to establish a trusting brotherhood that can share, support, and love unconditionally and allow me to be there for them. Since I am a floating dreaming traveling non clicked circling thinker that draws in during times of despair, my friendships through the years have surely lacked depth. My constant moving up and down the Southern California coast and counties surely didn’t help in my pursuit of gathering up loyal troops in my corner. That surely means it is not too late to create that ongoing desiring friendly love within a group of inspiring and thoughtful individuals. I just think that I have to work on me first by making some major choices of where I want to be, how I want to pursue my life, and exactly understand the types of souls that I wish to surround this deserving transformation. I have been through four divorces, but never married which have taught me the importance of patience and the respect of this two family unifying sacrament that should be made with the power and beauty of integrity, openness, ongoing curiosity, adaptability, wiliness, yumminess, loving passion, eye2eye understanding, and the ability of creating oneness. The sustainability of RELATIONSHIPS (business, family, intimate, community etc…) is always an ongoing test for many. Through all what I have been through so far and encountered; failures, triumphs, third wheel, efficient, ineffective etc.. the success of quality bonding with others is all about communication, creativity, and compassion. Getting through to someone efficiently with clear understanding, respect, and the ability to listen, is important to the ongoing progress. If you can always discover new creative strategies to keep the spark alive it will provide both parties involved a constant feeling of hope to look forward to and an enjoyable energy to experience. Without an admiration and equal acceptance of the other party/half, it surely is difficult to establish a growing confidence moving forward and allow everyone involved a chance to excel to the best of their abilities. We cannot reach our full potential alone. So face your fears. Let go and overcome the depriving past by being cautiously aware and true to you. Forgive me for My Faults, My Choices, My Insecurities, My Big Mouth, My Selfishness…...

LIVING ENVIRONMENT: DAY TWO HUNDRED FIFTY FIVE WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

Honestly and seriously never in my life have I felt at home. A packed suitcase always ready to be made in less than 30 minutes for that next far away adventure or other parent visit. Every other weekend childhood shotgun passenger through the Southern California Friday freeway rush hour crush with a silenced Sunday stroll back up the mountain, towards the sea, down the Pacifc Surfrider rail, always returning to a wall decorated room that shared my passions or pictures of dreamed up wishes of leaving soon.  I am loved safely with quality sleep running water and great warm showered pressured, but never my own.  Not yet at least. How will my life change when I surrender to that independent dwelling just for me? How important is it for the future of my progress? Where will I end up? How can I provide the stability and security that I desire? What have I done to provide that reality? I believe in the power of visualization. Having faith in your ability to create all that you want is all for the taking. When one establishes a sense of home and a home base that inspires and grounds the soul, a freedom that empowers and relieves will disembark into a hopeful promising light . I admire the powerful mysterious sea breeze and the scent of mountain top trees. A sharing musical city life with a place of solitude and self worth is somewhere that makes me smile. Friendly open sharing neighbors that can cook and take risk with my cooking surely spark my interest to change where I live. Where we choose to reside and play sets the stage of how we begin to continue, or how we begin to start a new beginning. I just know I have to change my LIVING ENVIRONMENT or I will never ever be the man or person I know I am willing to be, and the leader that is within me. How is the flow within your home? Quality Light? Tasty Food? Inspiring Tunes? Optimistic Thoughts?  Creative Love? Quiet Sleep? Sunny Fun?

   

CAREER PATH: DAY TWO HUNDRED FIFTY FOUR WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

I am one who grew up on ball fields with a stat filled geography mind for the people with a historic curiosity adventuring across vast seas with animalistic senses respecting all creations with an engrained cinematic musical ear and heart. There were childhood dreams and passions of entertaining with competitive stories or standing up for those that are victimized in cases that occur because of greed or disrespectful selfishness. My crossroad has been crossed, re-crossed, and at times feel lost prancing deerlike here and there fiercely focused on course at times, but way too many hours spent motionlessly caved in with a channel surfing changing television that glares distraction all around me with finished box of a Wheat Thins by my side. There are celebrated gifts to be unwrapped and given to others that await my glory to be honored with greatness. When will they arise through all the disorganized disarray and be grounded within me and all that I am capable of pursuing? What choices in my life have allowed me to be in this current situation? I have no regrets. There is pain, but so much promise. Accomplishments have been made with more ahead, but I have to stand up strong and commit to a planned and dedicated path that is realistically reachable and still challenging enough for me to transform and soar. My passions of music, sports, film, travel, animals are such a part of me. My early days of being the lawful sportscaster dreamer still lingers, as I love to compete, sweat, research, and pursue the passion of justice for others. Yes I am getting older, struggle with the mental sensory distraction of life, but there are so many moons in front of me to blossom. The self pressure is overwhelming, the guilt of non-completion, and my habits of waiting until tomorrow hold me back. I am so much better than what I choose to do. My CAREER PATH is always on my mind, just wished it was straighter and not so circular and confusing. When will you begin to write and become a daily writer like Gordie LaChance? Stand By Me please. Share your story through your passions. Tap into your true skills and gifts. Do what pleases your happiness. Complete and follow through what you started. Fight through the guilt, seek advice, and do what you dream and believe in. Don’t crutch yourself while depriving the world of who you are. Your heart may hurt, but take that heartfelt dream and overcome your pain NOW.   

PHYSICAL HEALTH: DAY TWO HUNDRED FIFTY THREE WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

The ongoing flow of inspiring and motivating energy that allows you to stay open and optimistic with a confident clarity that will provide promise and a fury faith of loving liberty in your life for a lifetime is a constructive challenge to consistently conquer. There is a base foundation that we all deserve and it must be understood from within. Thanks to Ironman woman PE coaching teacher Leslie Skow that rocked my world with pull ups BMI ratings reaching out flexibility crossed armed certified Army sit ups while I lastly feared from behind everyone and sighed running the mile never under 9 minutes, but created the essence and power of muscle memory in my fitness journey. Where does your health stand in your daily grind? How is your water intake? Define diet? What nutrients do you gather in your body? How do you feel when you wake up in the morning? Does exercise exist in your mind? Can you push yourself to sweat? The importance of a respected awareness of your body and how it works is such a vital part of who we are, where we are going in life, and the opportunities that await our committed drive. So many of us in our indulge, surrender, and give in to the destructive world of tasty saturated buttery sugary yummy goodness that build bulging rolls, added chins, and hips that stretch out wide starting from our thighs. There must be a sense of educating control and the ability to be good to oneself through a well balanced lifestyle that includes hydration, some kind of exercising movement, quality sleep, and a diet that is not depriving but all that you are and eat. Before one can grasp a sense of goodness through their PHYSICAL HEALTH, one must believe they can provide for themselves in a progressive living and working environment that they can maintain what their mind and bodies desire. Through fighting weight, fat cells, insecurities, roller coaster Hollywood, endurance, sugar, I have endured in self experiments, cleanses, and extensive transformation in a lifestyle where I am a sober vegan. It is a daily dedicated commitment that I happily choose to live. Discover what brings your happiness, provides your ongoing replenishing inertia, and allows you a pursuit of a wonderful loving life that is full of abundance. Stop making excuses, stop giving into manmade medicines, drink your H20, sweat a little, and believe in your choices. A fair chance is a good start. It is never too late please

SPIRITUALITY: DAY TWO HUNDRED FIFTY TWO WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

I was brought up Catholic, believe I was forced too young, but it was due to respected and understanding traditions through baptism and holy communion. My concerns have been addressed as the minumum age limit and time of education has transformed allowing older somewhat more mature children to get a more clear and grounded awareness of the truths of receiving the body of Christ through the sacrament of the Eucharist. Through the years I have distanced myself from the church community floating in and out, but relying on my own self-discovery of seeking out other practiced faiths through Kabbalah, yoga & meditation, the Red Road, and a variety of other Christian based and non-demoninational celebrations. Bring music into your day. Sing out loud and have a voice. I have always struggled with the connection of money and church. I know it takes funds to build and grow, but it is all about the approach, intention, and trusting utilization. I am turned away from place that recruit and hound people into ones church. I am a strong believer of establishing a strong, reliable, and integrity filled place of worship and I have found myself more and more distant from places that have strategy and marketing schemes of building a community. Is church SPIRITUALITY? I believe it can be a part of it, but a true sense of faith is a bond with you and your God whomever that may be. I believe in a wonderful Light-filled God that celebrates the goodness of all souls and their passionate gifts they have from within. I possess an optimistic love of self and share that love with others that are willing and able to desire and receive. The more Light I liberate in others the more Light I will receive. Having faith in your surroundings, believing in your self worth, and valuing all that you are capable of pursuing in the pursuit of true happiness and virtue, is a way to approach leading your day. Create a foundation that you can excell in. Ground yourself with faith and desire to progress on a path that you can inspire and be proud to create. How do you expand your spirituality? Do you have the desire to let go of issues that hold you back? How does your living enviornment and relationships shape your spirituality? What actions do you take to celebrate you and your beliefs? Please don't give in or give up on You.

EDUCATION: DAY TWO HUNDRED FIFTY ONE WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

Late Sundays returning home from one of the parents’ homes as I prepared mentally for Monday Mornings wondering what would the next day entail? Completed wrinkled homework, over packed backpack held together by over worked sticking zipper that was Pee Chee™ filled and 3-hole subjectively organized with a plastic pressed pocket place for pencil sharpeners, plastic right handed safety scissors, and erasable pens that leaked on my impatient palm side that was eager to get out for recess and Ding Dong Liverwurst or leftover Meatloaf sandwich snack time. My papa ran schools since the day I was born until his retirement in the year 2004 after he left an adult school and decided to be a retired adult in a heavily populated San Gabriel Valley ChineseViet town. I had the adventure of EDUCATION by attending 15 schools ranging from a mountain pre-school held at a high school at the Rim of the World, to receiving an international business degree with an emphasis on Supply Chain Management at a university founded by Jesuits on a hill looking over Sea World Mission Bay. In between was LAE for my K year, a 2 year stint at the Catholic OLQA, and then enjoyed 3^rd grade and one third of 6^th with a Harbor View of the Pacific Blue near the man made Bay of Balboa and Playa de Newport . I was then shipped north to my papa to finish the year in uncomfortable judging St. Roberts school yard and with George Washington as a wallaby. I continued onward fighting my overweight eating out diet with my Straight A’s puberty along the trail of  John Muir Junior and Middle School. There was one semester with frosh football and 1200 manboys at Loyola  for the my first high school experience while ending up Jesuit again at Providence back in my hometown. Opened up my mind near the beach for a year and half at the Bishops School with my only circle of buddies that was ended by forced rehabs by parents (not mine though) and my failure in front of the disciplinary board giving me the boot by my peers, but gifting me an extra week long Spring Break in Ireland to get my first forearm wolf tattoo thanks to red bearded Buddy, his wife, my dancing sister in Limerick, Ireland, and my mama who provided the budget.  Home school aint all that fun as it might seem teaching Me American History from Civil War through the JFK Assassination and overcoming Reaganomics. Looked into boarding schools, but they required minimum two years so I was back at papa’s at John Burroughs High where he handed me my diploma drunk on Mickeys 40 and nitrous balloons att Memorial Field where I ballboyed for the football team years before witnessing a bitter windy (70+mph) defeat in the CIF Finals in ’87 versus Arroyo Grande which ended in a brawl. On that same field I battled in the trenches as a 165lb senior lineman (center) to beat our cross-town rivals the Burbank Bulldogs against all my John Muir Middle Schools buddies in 95’.I wanted a metropolitan city for college so I went to the first school I got into. It was one of  very few I applied. I wasn’t into the college fever, but scored near Stonestown at San Francisco State where the GE world was filled with culture, variety, and more exploring openness. Life transforms when you take risk, and those were surely taken as I boarded a ship to take a voyage from Nassau Bahamas to Seattle Washington for a 100day experience that still and will be a part of me today and forever. Semester at Sea (sponsored by the University of Pittsburgh) provided 4 continents and 10 countries and brought me gifts with memories that allowed me to respect more the beauty of culture, cuisine, open water horizon travel that was vast oceans, tight bottom of the boat quarters, and amazing lifelong passions to see and feel the world in the most unique RVB way. Wouldn’t be here today sharing without those experiences that linger within me and my passionate dedicated heart. Shiplife was gone, San Francisco one more semester, and I finished back down in San Diego on top with Franciscan architecture from Spanish past and a world ahead of me after graduating and completing my degree.” Major in something Major,” my papa always states. Understand your life’s passions while educating yourself about life. How was your path of schools? Where were changes made? How did you adapt to your learning environment? Did you make the best of all the opportunities? How can you re-connect to the process of learning? What skills were you granted with? What skills do you desire NOW to grant yourself? What are your priorities of education? What is something you learned new today? How can you let others in and share with them all that you have gone through? Teach, Uplift, Set Example, Inspire, Motivate, Listen, Follow, Lead? Are the people you surround yourself with allow or provide you those actions? Bring newness into your life through optimistic knowledge and give yourself truth that lies within and beyond on this vast place we sit and call Earth.

PASSIONS: DAY TWO HUNDRED FIFTY WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

There are moments in my life where I find myself in the middle of a breath at a place in time where I am fulfilled, mesmerized, energized, and instilled with an enlightened power that lingers within my pumping  heart. Creative live solo riffs on an electric blues guitar, an end of the season or tournament  championship roaring crowds in global stadiums, a suspenseful action packed beautifully lit emotional film, or an innocently driven giving animal that comes down my way and shares the openly love I welcome. Discover elements from within; hobbies, interests, proactive activities, that provide you a faithful hope to celebrate your gifts all that it is you and all that you are capable of doing. MY PASSIONS; music, sports, film, and animals give me that wonderful energy, allow me to connect in ways that teach, guide, uplift, and stride. Surround yourself with creative curiosity, dedicated desire, and the abilities to shine with delight. Make your mark with all that you believe in. Discover Your Way. Enjoy YOUR Journey. Promise?

MENTAL HEALTH: DAY TWO HUNDRED FORTY NINE WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

People have told me I am crazy (crazy to live), a little nutty (love nuts), and completely out of control (the exploring lone wolf in me).  I have endured a roller coaster of a life that has taken my emotions right alongside all the chaos, instability, and feverish encounters that all my senses have witnessed. Many people would say today that they wouldn’t change anything in their lives, and are surely happy with all the choices they have made with no regrets. I would surely agree with the latter since I am not one to dwell, but can’t say honestly that I am completely satisfied with all my choices, things I have done and said, but the important reality of my life now and today is that I am doing, making progress and creating openness with my mind, body and soul. I bring goodness into my day by not taking things too seriously or personally, I have self-respect through daily exercise and a quality loving diet, and I strive to bring the best out in others by sharing my passions in hope that others will celebrate their own. Through these visionary activities I have faith in my skills and that my ongoing optimistic MENTAL HEALTH will provide for me the consistent motivation and inspiration to lead a fulfilling loving life ahead. How do you maintain a peace of mind? What steps do you take to let go? How do you let others into your space? What kind of communication skills do you have? What do you do to overcome your challenged battles? How do you assure yourself each living day that you are living truthfully?

WHOLLY MAN:DAY TWO HUNDRED FORTY EIGHT WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

There are amazing moments in one's life that instill a long lasting impact and determine the ongoing passion of a soul moving forward. I reminisce and smile with a hopeful Light at times, and realize how grateful I truly am in a world that thrives and strives of bringing you down. Honestly, only if you let it since I believe I am my own freedom fighter. I have been a victim of many things, but I am no victim because I do not choose to allow mishap and unfortunate circumstance deprive me of living. No way. Certainly not my choice of leadership of me. I can't rely on anything or anyone to consistently pick me up each day and keep me going. I understand and celebrate those that love and believe in all that I am, and all that I decide to pursue, but I feel as a soldier of pursuit, the decision is all mine. Deep down that probably has to change very soon, since that is way to much pressure to put on myself, but it is in my surviving nature to breathe this way. I think being completely responsible is to be totally dependent. Which I am surely not, but through this year I plan to be. How confident am I writing this? Not as sure as I would like to be here in October, but it is my overall determination this year to make major transformations within my living environment and career path that WILL get me closer in becoming a WHOLLY MAN. I think all of us humans so deserve to experience the true freedom of being an independent human. Being in charge. Free of debt. Pressure? For me a daily thought and battle. When will my day occur? My own home, my own space, where ALL my own belongings will be owned solely by me...Never ever have I created or given myself a home just for me. Or even felt a place I can call or feel at home. Sad, but seriously true due to my decisions, my upbringing, and the ways I choose to lead my life. I never and will never dwell on this fact, but strongly believe its completion will provide a huge sense of relief, and release an ongoing burden that seeps within my writing shoulders. Until that deciding day, please root and pray for me. We all know I am so more than capable of the production of that desiring space, it is only time and my fear of commitment that stands in my way. A comittment to a place that will determine my path. Does it really have to be that way? No!

FIFTY STATES: DAY TWO HUNDRED FORTY SEVEN WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

When you think about being a citizen of the United States of America, what is the first thing that comes to your mind? Do you recollect on your childhood family trips or do you dwell about your current living situation? Or maybe a historical point of view comes to light on exactly how this vast, but shallow country was formed not so so long ago? There are so many times I have heard, "I am so proud to be an American living in the US of A." What does it exactly mean to be a part of the U.S.A.? When I have a mental visual of my country I normally have a coast a coast image from the Pacific North West to North Atlantic New England and then think about the vast MidWest Region, Deep Historical South, with far away thoughts of Hawaiian sunsets, and large cruising Alaskian glaciers with goldie oily miners long ago. I will someday sooner than never give my changing via mood Southern Sea blue eyes the opportunity to set foot on all FIFTY STATES and hopefully unite my vision of what country is all about. I know I take the California Coastline for granted until I miss it when I travel beyond it. I am such a water soul that is inspired by movement, sound, and the power of the rush that shapes and endures.

INTO THE FOREST: DAY TWO HUNDRED FORTY SIX WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

Where in your world do you create the most peace for you? How do you maintain enough for you to enjoy and prosper in its grace? Do you allow yourself to surrender and be free within your mind? What do you do to release and let go from all your distractions, attachments, fears, and heaviness throughout your challenging, but productive day? What is your perspective outlook on balance? What do you do to pursue and achieve it? Are you in control? Yes yes yes some deep concerns and questions for all of us to understand and face. How can we create a balanced peace of mind where we can do our best, lead our potential into the promise land and feel good doing it? Exercise? Yelling? Crying? Sharing with Others? Eating & Cooking? Dancing? Crying some more? Laughter? Smiling? Restriction? Honest Communication? We surely have to enjoy our journey by understanding self. Yes celebrating who we are in our own unique style and gifted demeanor that we can seek & soar high and mighty amoung all those that we want to indulge within. Be cautious and curious, but take the powerful risk that can open us up, and present us with a sense of adventure that can build and grow our soul into a world that we can be proud and happy to dwell. We lead and live a pretty short existence that is in the NOW today. What can you do to make sure that you are in a state of happiness and love? How can I help to inspire, motivate, uplift, and maintain that bliss? Getting closer to nature is key. Jumping into moving water, strolling INTO THE FOREST, and breathing in sweet crisp mountain air can provide such amazing hope. Please do what it takes for you to be grounded, confident, and filled with lovely sunshine. Forgive me for depriving myself of all that I am capable of pursuing and believing in, but I am strides away of bringing me closer to my potential plan. I know I am far from following the expected or typical one that people remind me, but remember I am RVB the lone wolf here and there siempre, but not forever.

BROOKLYN: DAY TWO HUNDRED FORTY FIVE WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

All you hackers I hope you are reading this and listenly closely to what I have to share. You know those secret password questions that ask the city where you were born? Yes those list of questions that get your through security in the password retrieval line? Well when I am asked where I was born I always say BROOKLYN. Yes that borrough over that famous vast wide bridge that takes you into my soul. I used to be a boxer in 1920s that always strived to get a break and win a fight on Friday Night at MSG. Butch Buchano from Brooklyn the Battler that thrived to battle in and out of the ring. From the back alleys to the main stage arena. Always a lover of attention under pressure enjoying the wearing of a nice suit and stiff classy hat. A bowler will do, along with a tilted Stetson, or even a knitted cap that fits just right. The bright lights and fog off the flowin East river below. There just not an energized inspiring city like New York City. Being a citizen of the United States of America with a history so short, NYC sure has a little bit of it all. Variety of culture; Chinese, Italian, Irish, Haitian, Puerto Rican, Dominican...music; jazz, opera, hip hop, folk....fashion, food, museums, cab rides, Central Park runs & rides, holiday festivities and parades, finance, publishing, and so much more surprises. Being a Dutch Irish explorer with a rich historical drive to make history, I surely strive to make strides from Battery Park to the Bronx in the city where I always arrive with my walking shoes, and leave with an unforgettable passion to share my joy with those that are curious enough to ask.

CUISINART: DAY TWO HUNDRED FORTY FOUR WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

Possessing the ability to create and manifest delicious gifts in and around the kitchen gives me such fulfilling pleasure that I love to explore and share with those that appreciate a variety of sweet and savory with a slight after bite spice that lingers just right. I cook like I play the piano. It's a first for everyone and the last time we will all enjoy the exact combination of noted ingredients, since you get what you get at that moment in time, so listen closely and cherish every new bite since you'll never get to experience the same ever again. I play by ear and mix by my tasty smell. Dib and dab. Up & Down. Light and Fast. Lots of Bite. Always Just Enough, but Desire More and More. Filling with Delightful Aquired Tastes. How do you celebrate you taste buds? Are you an adventurous eater? Don't even want to know? Risk Taker? or just a bland same old daily special salt & pepper kind of fart? What the hell is a CUISINART? I've been told I should get one, utilize it, and enjoy life in the kitchen even more. Is that true?

WHAT DO YOU THINK?: DAY TWO HUNDRED FORTY THREE WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

I love the power of choice that is given to me each day. It is a freedom that I have chosen to lead my day and believe in all that I do. I am not always satisfied with my effort, the outcome, and my lack of depth in my day, but I smile proud living in a world and living environment that I can have the flexibility to do as I please. Outsiders, family/friends, and even strangers might beg to differ due to my lack of progress and manifestation of my wonderful amazing powerful gifts that I have to celebrate and share with the world. I do put a lot of self-pressure upon my myself, don't play as much I could, and don't completely share all of me with all those that believe they deserve an explanation. Maybe this all an assumption, but I do put time and energy throughout my day contemplating about these thoughts and judgements. I have vowed this year that I put a focus on making major changes throughout my soul by letting go, battling through distractions, and making some lifelong commitments that will allow me to blossom. Am I on course to follow through and live up to this vow? I know I am capable, but am I willing to do what I say? How many people are deeply counting on me? My choices throughout the years have been quite interesting and overwhelming for sure. Many can say, "Who would have thought that Ryan....", but in my mind I have to focus on the now, prioritize,take action, and yes do what I say I will do! WHAT DO YOU THINK? Do I have a chance? Will I break through my clouds and embrace the true RVB and live my dreams of inspiring the world to follow their passionate heart and curious mind?

CORE UNIT: DAY TWO HUNDRED FORTY TWO WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

Something that I constantly strive to have in my life is a quality support system that is consistently reliable and provides me with the loving confidence that gives me hope and inspiration to continue my mission moving forward. There are so many elements that come into play that builds a quality foundation in a person's life; living environment, attitude, relationships, career path, physical/mental health...As I have preached many many times before it is all about an educated balance in one's life that provides that peace of mind that at least I strive to create and establish in my daily circle. What do you do to assure that you give yourself that promising hope of an enjoyable future? Do you have a desire to transform and make changes in your life that will benefit you? How stubborn are you? Are you reactive? Judgemental? In my life I have dealt with all these challenges, and have the ability to face them and overcome. I have the strength and maturity to be aware of my faults. Not always the best being truthful to them, but I admit my wrongdoings and have made strides to let go in order to celebrate me and my potential. I have a long road ahead that I am excited to continue, but still have to dig down deep and build a strong CORE UNIT within me and my surroundings to live up to all I am capable of pursuing. The Pursuit of Excellent Happiness Awaits. Yes Sir!

PICKING FRUIT: DAY TWO HUNDRED FORTY ONE WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

I strongly believe we are what we eat and please take the time to look around and see the facts of this within your community. There are a variety of diets that people follow each and every day. When I was young I viewed a diet as something you mold into, where you make some sacrifices in order to lose weight and be more healthy for myself. Normally it involved deprivation, some sweaty exercise, and little weight loss. When I decided to jump ship and get off the diet, all went back to the same place or even more; my waistline, number on scale, my guilt seemed to follow....Almost close to five years ago I declared my body as sacred. I gave up drugs and alcohol, and decided to change my perspective on the concept of diet. Nowadays my diet equals my daily intake of all the food that I eat and enjoy. My daily diet is apart of me. It is my way of life and its completely exhilarating. A year ago I became a strict vegan (even no soy except for an occasional Starbucks where I am writing ahora) and truly have developed a sense of peace, more self-respect, and an ease of providing myself goodness to my belly. Why am I a vegan? To maintain a quality lifestyle of balance, healthiness, enjoyable weight, conquer my metabolism, and to be kind to my natural animal environment. I truly love to eat and enjoy all that is out there concerning creative cuisine. I come from a Dutch baking family and have cooking/baking within my blood. My lifestyle today allows me to continue my love to indulge, but in a more respectful healthy arena. I never feel deprived or sluggish, and surely am proud of my choices. I now have a more detailed awareness of goodness when it comes to the source of food, how it effects me, and how I choose for it to be a part of me and my life. There are times of disappointed anger when seeing other ruin there bodies through their diet and pass it on to their powerless children, but I have to focus on me as of now, stay strong, educate myself, and hope someday can be a wonderful inspiring influence to others by setting example through my choices. So keep PICKING FRUIT by being picky y'all so you can go home at night and celebrate the juiciness of the delicious creations that our trees and Earth provide our desiring diets. BonAppetito

CLOSING CULTURE: DAY TWO HUNDRED FORTY WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

Recollecting and rejoicing all that I have seen and encountered through my traveling intutions, I have relized the cultures that I can enjoy the most, are the ones that have provided a nurtured balance of enjoying cuisine, laughter, smiles, music, celebration, and an understanding of welcoming. There are clean cultures, there are well-educated ones, and there are those that are the most productive with the most GDP and great success exporting all they produce, but the ones that are the most indulging and enjoyable aren't always the most prosperous. Why can't a culture that thrives in business and establishing global wealth within their communites be the most enjoyable for an outsider or stranger? Is it me, my lack of expecations of a nation's history, or my picky perspective on people and how they open up? Yes it can be a combination of all that, but there are just people and places due to historical conflicts, inner battles, the trusting factor, and cultural values/priorities that develop a cultures' openess and sharing power. I am not here to name names, bash, or sterotype, but simply discuss an observing observation and feeling that amoungst the borders and across our seas that there are people out there that allow themselves to live in a CLOSING CULTURE. Are they even aware of their depriving smile and laughter? Do they even care? Are they truly happy? Am I being judgemental? What do I mean when I mention closed? Basically a surrounding aura that is cautious, defensive, somewhat shunned, and not open fully. Is life more enjoyable being open? Most would say yes of course you get to experience so much more life. You allow more opportunities and possibilities to enter in your day. The argument might be that if you open up more, then you are giving yourself more chances to fail, be presented with danger, therefore allowing yourself more risk to develop drama in your life. So what type of culture you desire to enjoy? Of course it is not one or the other, since there is unlimited amounts of variety out there with so much mixing, integration, and cross-dressing, but do you enjoy risking transformation, or want to keep tame to yourself and lead a predictable way of living? I just love learning and getting exposed to an abundance of knowledge about people and places, and if I would frown around all the time, then I would just deprive others with all this wealth that I have gathered through my adventures. I constantly strive to improve my interpersonal skills and give more to others. I challenge myself, never enough, but I get out beyond my city, and live & learn among any people, any time of the day, and in any type of culture. Give people chances by giving your creative curiosity

UNDER THE MOON: DAY TWO HUNDRED THIRTY NINE WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

Times have so so changed in our world where our children have been taken off the neighbood-playing-in-the-streets-life and put in front of a computer screen stripping them of their voice, and depriving them of the courage, strength tats enables to truly stand up for themselves. What lies ahead for our future generations of leadership, safety, and stable development? How do you spend the majority of your day? There is so much to use your senses out there in order to provide such goodness and wellness throughout your day for YOU . What was the last time you witnessed the sun rise, or when do you find yourself UNDER THE MOON looking up wondering how did man ever arrive there, or what does it take for it to shine with such proud delight? Look around once in awhile, realize all that is gifted to our natural life, and enjoy something different. Create trust in your surroundings while celebrating the simplity that lingers around you.

EYE TO EYE: DAY TWO HUNDRED THIRTY EIGHT WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

Look up stare down upon the beauty that lies within the image of you. Surround yourself with hopeful parameters in your life that you can depend on, count on, and rely on from sun up to sun down. At first you should be one EYE TO EYE with yourself laying down the power, the forgiveness, and the courage to enrich the goodness and move through the sludge that slows you down.

REAR VIEW MIRROR: DAY TWO HUNDRED THIRTY SEVEN WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

Stride with class with your head up high in the clouds of opportunity as your senses are kept aware of all that surrounds you. Keep your REAR VIEW MIRROR clean by passing by and breaking down blocked attachments, fears, and the past that holds you back. Limit yourself of trauma drama that will bring you down and deprive yourself of complete wholeness. Cleanse all of you through a dedicated focus and letting go all the layers from yesterday’s past and the anticipated future that creates guilt from failure. When is the best time to begin the process? How can you keep your energy alive?

FEATURE FILM:DAY TWO HUNDRED THIRTY SIX WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

Surely I am creating history and have a FEATURE FILM on my hands with the responsibility to follow through and surrender myself and submit my work among the film festival global circuit that will welcome and celebrate all that has become of this vision. How can you share your story? Your passionate visionary pursuit of You? Where are you leading yourself? How are you assuring the completion and benefits of your dreams?  Deepen your courage by challenging your mind.

GOOD NIGHT SEE YOU IN THE MORNING: DAY TWO HUNDRED THIRTY FIVE WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

Resting on softness with a delicate sensitivity that lingers all around from post to post and coast to coast. Prioritize goodness and wellness for your striving head that heads towards greatness, but to maintain the focus on a consistent shut eye pattern will take some surrendering and giving in throughout the night. Therefore GOOD NIGHT SEE YOU IN THE MORNING bright and early for seaside or bedside brunch in my ideal world.

SELF-RESPECT: DAY TWO HUNDRED THIRTY FOUR WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

Create or Rediscover Your Voice by Branching Out Your Ways to Communicate.  Expand Your Horizons by Opening Up Your Heart and Never Limit Thyself by Focusing too Much on the No of your Day, but on the Yes for Your Future. Please oh Pretty Please Have some SELF RESPECT and Enjoy the Journey. Know Your Neighbor. Believe in You. Smile & Laughter a Must.

IN YOUR BACK POCKET: DAY TWO HUNDRED THIRTY THREE WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

Make a Living Wage. Value your Worth. Fight for your Freedom. We Deserve Loving Chances. Love Yourself by Sharing. Develop a Consistent Strategy. PUT IT IN YOUR BACK POCKET by saving with grace and responsibility. Hone in on Humbleness. Subtle Serenity.

BETTER CHOICES: DAY TWO HUNDRED THIRTY SECOND WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

The analysis of all that we encounter and all that we desire to do, can surely take a toll on our ability and eagerness to effectively progress through this battling world. So many of us dwell, sulk, blame, and give in to what others expect us to be, or what others demand what we are not, but please create the time for YOU, and only YOU to truly understand and manifest  the greatness that is within with BETTER CHOICES full of Light.

SINGING SOUL: DAY TWO HUNDRED THIRTY ONE WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

Daily music glistens the smile and creates an inner chuckle that soothes pain, ignites the inspiring motivation, and provides a joy of peace that can the SINGING SOUL can surely be proud and productive.

MY FRIENDS: DAY TWO HUNDRED THIRTY WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

A loyal pack of those that are there by your side in all times of the day in all situations all types of weather variety of emotions, no matter what lies ahead and not matter what choices are made. Yes judgments will be made and histories written, but the sunshine from within will create a lifelong understanding that will sustain love and friendship. Never force a manipulative network. Never share for the sake of just you. MY FRIENDS believe in your love and passions, embrace your capabilities, and rejoice in the beauty of a brotherhood that is there for all of us. We just have to put the egos aside and believe in each other.

THE BUTCH’S MASH: DAY TWO HUNDRED TWENTY NINE WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

When we are young our foundation is laid upon us, as we grow older the layers are attached and we adapt to their dwellings. The laughter and youthful tears of frustrating expectations and mischief keep us alive and moving. Mine was THE BUTCH’S MASH. Reactive and Responsive towards all that crossed my path. I loved the sweetness on my locked chair oh so high above the unlevel ground that family struggled to keep strong. Keep the music playing, the nutrients growing, and praise the delicious performance of all those that create their own unique home.

SWIM WITH VISION: DAY TWO HUNDRED TWENTY EIGHT WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

Jump out into the rushing river and beyond the eye can see sea, where you can move freely and feel closer to the movement of transforming ahead. The smoothness, the power, the ambition, the out of water trajectory towards a life at the wall of completion inspires an effort of follow through and excellence.  SWIM WITH VISION with an eye on the prize, a passion that uplifts, and a determination that maintains and sustains a balance throughout YOU.

BAYOU BLUES: DAY TWO HUNDRED TWENTY SEVEN WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

There is something so fulfilling and rewarding to the exploring desiring soul when a new place is presented in front of an end of the day breath. When a realization of something new is brought into my life I cherish and am grateful for all that I pursue in my life. Of course there are sometimes when our travels and discoveries are complete shocks and are engrained within us for quite some time and the BAYOU BLUES are within our dragging day, but it is how we face our fears and the adversities we endure that truly create our ongoing characters. I am one that takes risk, goes behind enemy lines, and seeks through the back allies and sideways of our world in order to build and transform. I am humble. I am giving. I stay curious.

SUNDAY AFTERNOON: DAY TWO HUNDRED TWENTY SIX WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

So much is endured throughout our trying week. Deadlines met or missed. Sun sets and rises. Children run and play, as Parents discipline and pay. Students write and research, while Time faces all directions. There are so many possibilities with choices to be decided upon, resulting in the draining of our energized day. Where do you spend your hours, how do utilize the sunshine, and where do you find yourself on SUNDAY AFTERNOON? Are you recollecting, resting, or re-grouping? Be good to yourself and appreciate what you are given, how you celebrate, and the freedom to choose your path.

OUR WAY: DAY TWO HUNDRED TWENTY FIVE WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

When you leave your home each day and lead yourself along your tasks of responsible surviving hope, how much capacity of thought do you engage about others, their well being, and their peace of mind? How do you share? What do you do to develop your true gifts? Do you enable others with your knowledge and strength? I think it is a must to love oneself before you can love another, otherwise it is not true love and you are just leading a lost way. Why not create an abundance of worthy wealth accepting OUR WAY contributing, receiving, and growing. 

SELF INTERVIEWING: DAY TWO HUNDRED TWENTY FOUR WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

There are so many days that pass us by where we recollect and can’t remember all that we did or accomplished. So many of us are dragged through the trenches as the effect of our world causes us to sit back allowing the days to drift on by while opportunities fade, and guilty confidence follows and depletes our motivating energy to take charge and be the cause root of our onward journey.  Take quiet personal moments by gifting yourself the time and energy to prioritizing and prepare while engaging in SELF INTERVIEWING sessions where you can discover and understand your unique passionate way.  Take charge of all that is within you and realize all that you can become now.

TELL ME WHAT YOU KNOW: DAY TWO HUNDRED TWENTY THREE WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

The ambition and pursuit of knowledge is such a joyous and inspiring feat. I so have loved my creative curious mind and dedicated open heart, which has developed my adventurous exploring instinct of passing through airports, filling up passports, and reaching the peaks of mountain passes. TELL ME WHAT YOU KNOW, share with me of stories of past, last night dreams, and tomorrows purpose filled passions. Let’s do this. Make it all happen. Breath by Breath. Minute by Minute. Got to Give them Hope.

SURRENDERING METHOD: DAY TWO HUNDRED TWENTY TWO WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

We make choices that draw us back within holes that seem endless and worrisome, but the strategy and effort that one decides to dedicate will bring the hopeful desires of overcoming all that is lost, into a wide and clear perspective developing a discovering awareness of all that is new. What is your SURRENDING METHOD? Who do you give your trust to in order to lead a fulfilling life? How can you assure your soulful value and allow yourself to blossom truthfully?

YEAR BY YEAR: DAY TWO HUNDRED TWENTY ONE WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

Suns go away and rise up again. Thoughts arise and disappear. Gravity takes its toll on the aging soul that can be fearful of the responsibility and courage of maintaining a confident and satisfying journey. Self pressure YEAR BY YEAR with that clicking expecting expectation clock that can be family run, publicly criticized, or cause your inner intestines to intersect and interfere with your proactive progress that promises the pursuit of loving productivity.

INNER TIMELINE: DAY TWO HUNDRED TWENTY WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

We all have been given a life to lead and a life to succeed. Our experiences have brought us on paths that have been memorable and unforgettable. Each year of changing seasons that start at the stroke of midnight on an eve of eager anticipation of what lies ahead, but the year’s end comes sooner than you want to believe as one battles that INNER TIMELINE engrained from all that one imagines, and from all that has occurred. Do you have the desire to transform, uproot, and overcome all that you have allowed within to hold you back? Face today, let go, and create your freedom.

PROFESSIONAL AMATUER: DAY TWO HUNDRED NINETEEN WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

Perfect practice makes perfect by focusing on the talents, gifts, and exceptional abilities one possesses at the crossroads of a PROFESSIONAL AMATEUR. Have you sold out to yourself by depriving the world of your true potential by not fully recognizing and celebrating all that is you and all that you can do for others and your world?

BRUSH AWAY: DAY TWO HUNDRED EIGHTEEN WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

Make it a part of your distracting day and don’t make it tomorrow’s yesterday ongoing forgotten put off, but introduce that BRUSH AWAY feeling of completion within your daily grind, wake up sunshine, or  those  showered routine activities that you rely on to make your smile shine.

RUNNING ALONG: DAY TWO HUNDRED SEVENTEEN WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

The grounded walk way seaside that curves with class with nearby splashes and faraway crashing waves that assist the determined hungry gull that glides and strides within the forces as I with my eyes on the finish line prize dashing panting and thriving with joy RUNNING ALONG.

LEG ROOM: DAY TWO HUNDRED SIXTEEN WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

The flexibility and adaptation of one’s soul and patience can allow someone to open up, believe, and receive possible opportunities that wouldn’t linger around if there was cold closed heartedness and the inability to let in others within your deciding factor. There are times when we have to do our best  to bring our guards down by taking risk and overcoming our fearful way of judging all that is presented to us. Please understand the power of our wonderful universe by demanding the LEG ROOM that you desire to provide yourself in order to fulfill all that you strive to become, but at the same be cautiously educated with the surroundings that consistently challenge our nervous system.

DAILY DEALINGS: DAY TWO HUNDRED FIFTEEN WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

What’s on the agenda? Have a written or inner priority list? What do you do to insure follow through? What allows you to make progress? Do you play? How do you define diet? What hydrates you? How do you provide nutrients to yourself? Communication & Interpersonal Skills Improvement? Interaction with others? Self Respected Confidence? How do you deal with your DAILY DEALINGS?

TODAY’S LEGACY: DAY TWO HUNDRED FOURTEEN WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

Think about the lives you impact, the ones that you spend your valuable time with, and understand TODAY’S LEGACY of you. There are worthy reactions and actions one can take to sustain and maintain the durability and confidence those folks possess in you. Believe in who you are, how you manage your everyday, and discover your own unique style of making it all happen.

FREELY FRESH: DAY TWO HUNDRED THIRTEEN WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

Seek and reach out wide with your filled up lungs and sensational wandering mind FREELY FRESH, as you eagerly anticipate your proactive optimistic wonder of what lies ahead in your committed challenge of letting go.

IMAGINATION: DAY TWO HUNDRED TWELVE WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

Open the senses, believe in the creative instinct, and follow the passion of your heartfelt day into a world of IMAGINATION, and on the path of excelling abundance of worldly parameters.

STERLING: DAY TWO HUNDRED ELEVEN WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

What precious metal makes you shine with delight and brightens your day so bright? Are you a Gaudy Goldie, STERLING Silver lover, or do you enjoy a combo of both? My picky eyes can't accept the last or rarely the first, but loves the state of Nevada's cherished discovered mined celebration that rings with turquoise or represents history around my neck. Enjoy creation in your own way.

FIRST GOAL: DAY TWO HUNDRED TEN WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

There are so many promising possibilities,optimistic opportunities, and godly gifts that we all possess, but it's about the proactive action and created miraculous results,  that truly determine what lies ahead. What do your strategies consist of and how do you spend your day contemplating about them. What do you accomplish daily and what is your approach with the pursuit of your passionate desires? Overwhelmed out of control or completely smooth with style and grace? What is your main GOAL today? Mine...peace of mind with a loving cool element that lingers and hovers within my ongoing soreness due to activity and lack of, while I struggle to stay focused and determined to excell on the journey of my unique legacy.

IN THE MORNING: DAY TWO HUNDRED NINE WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

Rise and shine from dreamy recurrence or a newly discovered epithamy or world changing idea that will allow and provide you a promising new beginning with your true potential. On your back belly side or even sideways, how do you choose to lay? What works for you? Relax Breathe Turn it Up Let Go for the Evening in Your Comfy GoodNight Place. What is the first thing that touches your lips IN THE MORNING? Coffee Tea Another Pair of Lips Diet Coke or the Best Choice of Mountain Spring Water? Yes please even before your morning java, H2O, then induldge. We wake up dehydrated people. Take care of yourself.

POPPIN HANDSHAKE: DAY TWO HUNDRED EIGHT WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

The eye to eye intention filled introducing firm first impression with a gratifying grip that has meaning and sets example for our lost youth. Please no cold fishes with uncourageous limp fingers that show me you don't care and could care less of the art of the POPPIN HANDSHAKE. Paldies Bjorn, nosakot piemēru

MAPS: DAY TWO HUNDRED SEVEN WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

Ever feel the frustration of fear of folding one back to its original existence? Be able to easily place one deep in your convienant nearby pocket? Or spread one out wide and proud on the hood of your busy shoulder highway hood and let the vastness guide and inspire you towards the nearest blueness of a far away body of  water or through a treacherous snow covered mountain pass? Through my own adventures the over utilization and constant assurance of seeking the right direction has caused holes in my MAPS, but a sense of holy wholeness in my determined heart. Written on the pot with a hole in the middle water down below. So long fellow.

SAVINGS: DAY TWO HUNDRED SIX WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

An on going nest egg, a faraway secret stash, or an under the bed bank where you can pick & pay for daily grub or payoff the past by planning for the future. How do you prioritize and build it up? What kind of strategy do you use? Paycheck by paycheck, a little leftover, or a plethora of abundance providing and supporting your cause? Overspend, bad habits, compulsive, or just out of control? Create a vision, develop it, be proactive, and find a way to keep a SAVINGS around.

IN THE MOMENT: DAY TWO HUNDRED FIVE WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

Breathe Focus Details Concentrate Meditate Let Go Freedom Rejoice Understand Accept Welcome Laughter Explode Watch Enjoy Smile Close Your Eyes Deep Soothe Today Yes The Way Follow Decide Discover Determine IN THE MOMENT

WAKE UP: DAY TWO HUNDRED FOUR WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

What are we all waiting for? What do you desire to pursue and accomplish on your journey? Are you a selfish sleeper? Stop depriving yourself of your true loving potential and WAKE UP. Do what you are capable of doing by manifesting your gifts and celebrating your passions with passion. You know YOU. Develop Build Empower Believe Please

MY NAME IS.....: DAY TWO HUNDRED THREE WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

A first impression identity that grabs your attention when yelled in a crowd, announced in the lobby of a packed restaurant, or on the first day of school when asked of your true pressence, "Here!" How are you represented by your birthright? Do you approve or were you goofed on at recess? Does it have a special meaning in another language? How many other people possess the exact same one? I am a Dutch Irish explorer and MY NAME IS ...... Ryan Van de Kamp Buchanan

LAUNDERING LAUNDRY: DAY TWO HUNDRED TWO WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

Hot Cold or Warm Colors Whites or Darks? Tumble Air Delicate that Dries with a Delight that is Deliciously Fresh and Ready to Present Pressed Pleated and Creased. Pants Folded Legs Lined Up Hung up with precise firm Confidence. Inside Out Opened Up to Let Loose all the Loose Stained Dirty Socks with Undies Exercise Wear and Overused items of yourr Wardrobe. Heaviness Extra Dry Thick Towels Sweatshirts Long Trousers and a yearly blanketed comforter tumble dry. And soak all as One. What are your own hanging non conforming ways and methods? LAUNDERING LAUNDY!

CHEERS SALUD: DAY TWO HUNDRED ONE WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

Sunday Bloody Sunday Morning. Sloshy Slurring Sexy. Long Island Irish Car Bombs Shots On Me until  the Hurricanes stopped the progress of disturbing the peace. Late Nights Close Downs Last Calls Bottoms Up All in One Tip Jars High Keggers Plastic Cups King Cobras Mickeys Boons & OEd Double 40ing along hanging on with last risky sipping whiskey rounds. Secret Stash Silliness Unpredictable Fogged up Goggles mislead by Right Brain Shenanagans. What will you be DRINKING this fine evening? What is your drink of choice? Hard liquiored beer whino wine in a box under the bleachers brandy that tastes like old Grannies Gin? SALUD

MUSIC MATTERS: DAY TWO HUNDRED WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

Creation of soothing, aggressive, passionate, fun, vibrant, loving, fearful, wild, and intention filled notes that can uplift and bring you down within a riff or a chorus line. MUSIC MATTERS. Bring it in your own unique way within your day. Sing out loud while being proud of the sounds that make you groove and feel that peaking sensational face melting moment that brightens your smile wide.

ON THE ROAD AGAIN: DAY ONE HUNDRED NINETY NINE WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

The gifting freedom of the blessing I have with a United States America passport has given me the inspiring knowledge of global culture, amazing discovery, delicious cuisine, and a sea-going energy that has opened up the ocean flood gates of the Pacific, Atlantic, Indian, and the challenging Southern Sea, the color of my baby blues. ON THE ROAD AGAIN is an ongoing struggle of being my true self amongst the pathways and biways of our vast growing Earth.

ALLOWANCE: DAY ONE HUNDRED NINETY EIGHT WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

The earning of a decent respectful wage on a career path is something I have surely experienced and enjoyed, but my decade plus decision making of following my passions of music, sports, & film has lead me on constant path of here and there, beyond hither, and places beyond expectations. This has resulted in the lack of stability, security, and complete wholeness in a packed potential future I so possess. ALLOWANCE really never earned establishing a come and go relationship with my monetary world where the funds always are flowing, but not in a consistent abundance. Times have to be a transforming and will overcome this constant repetitive routine way of give & take. Please patiently understand, but keep pushing me towards greatness. Merci

KNOCK KNOCK: DAY ONE HUNDRED NINETY SEVEN WHAT IS MY PURPOSE?

I used to go with the flow on a roller coaster lifestyle up and down upside down in and out around the corners along the edge of facing my fears. Some days I find myself  barely  holding onto the controlling reigns of my day, but deep down I have the desire and ability to overcome and be the cause root of everything I do. KNOCK KNOCK my time is so so so overdue to live up to my loving true potential and stop traveling away and do my best to commit  to worthy realistic projects and a promising lifestyle where I can lead a purpose filled day.

ARE YOU IN ANYONE'S WAY?: DAY ONE HUNDRED NINETY SIX WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

Clear out your path, develop a foundation, understand your vision, manifest your soul, and develop a craft while playing with true loving effort that brings you joy. ARE YOU IN ANYONE'S WAY of depriving you or them the capable possibile opportunities of living freely with complete wholeness?

LAUGHTER ALONG SIDE THE RESTRICTED AREA: DAY ONE HUNDRED NINETY FIVE WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

Feeling terminally united I sense another flying adventure with my doubtful determination, but open lovingness  that is detered by the LAUGHTER ALONG SIDE THE RESTRICTED AREA. Master proactively the formula that allows others to listen effectively and respectively as you make aware of of the feelings that create the uneasiness of reaction. Conquer the willingness of Control. I have yet to be that Jedi focus.

SUNDOWN NEWNESS:DAY ONE HUNDRED NINETY FOUR WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

What time of your day do you shine the most? How do you maintain this brightness making sure it brings SUNDOWN NEWNESS at the end of someone else sun filled daily journey. Create the space to celebrate creation.

DEFEND WELL WITH WHOLE HEART: DAY ONE HUNDRED NINETY THREE WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

We must understand and believe in our creative and powerful strength. We must be willing and able to adapt and transform in times of overcoming and becoming all that we are capable. We must DEFEND WELL WITH WHOLE HEART. Commit, Sacrifice, Conquer w/ Respect.

RELIEVE YOUR PAIN AND GET ACTIVE: DAY ONE HUNDRED NINETY TWO WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

What do you to sustain your stress throughout your day? How do you maintain peace of mind knowing you are in control of your every move? Or do even dwell on these topics of creating a sense of balance in your life? So many of us have different coping mechanisms of dealing with the overwhelming miracles and obstacles that we face in our days. Don't forget to enjoy your journey by playing, laughing, sharing, celebrating, exploring, and creating. Understand your dreams, RELIEVE YOUR PAIN AND GET ACTIVE. Be good to you in all that you do and pursue!

ANY MINUTE NOW: DAY ONE HUNDRED NINETY ONE WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

One never knows what one will be dealt on any given day. I understand and believe there are many that can have faith and create their own destiny of making things happen for themselves. There is so many elements out of our control, but at the same time so many opportunities that can be celebrated and manifested that can and will allow us to be in control of all that we pursue in our lives. The world of contradiction or the power of hypocrisy. How do you feel about how life presents itself within our everyday? How much control and will power do you possess, giving you the inspiration to pursue all that you desire in your daily battle? Anything can happen ANY MINUTE NOW so do your best to be prepared for the worst and the best of course, but be aware,gentle, gratified, and thankful for ur amazing gifts and the gifted that surround you.

STILL & RELAXED: DAY ONE HUNDRED NINETY WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

When the moments arrive in your life where it requires you to focus and persevere, please do your best to buckle down and be in the moment STILL AND RELAXED allowing you to take advantage of all that is present and there for you to shine & prosper.

PROMISING SIGH: DAY ONE HUNDRED EIGHTY NINE WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

Hopeless impatience as all that you seem to endure continues to barricade you from all that you want to do to complete your day. Is it worth the acid stress in your stomach,or the sharing worry to a friend's ear? What will it take to power through,create effective results, and get you over the hump into the land of "It's all going to turn out just fine." Maybe not exactly as planned or prepared, but start with a PROMISING SIGH, do your best to put you in your place, and just be free with a Lightness to Be.

REFUEL YOUR BATTERY: DAY ONE HUNDRED EIGHTY EIGHT WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

You have to understand and remember what you put yourself through within a day's work. So many of us live dehydrated, deprived, and delirious. Don't forget to create balance, maintain & manage your giving nutrients, and provide yourself quality deep sleep so you may REFUEL YOUR BATTERY enabling you with the positive Loving productive progressive energy that will support you along your path to great newness. BeGoodAndGentleWithYou

BUMPED OFF: DAY ONE HUNDRED EIGHTY SEVEN WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

People have been sparred their life, stranded for the night, or even possibly met their wife, during a miraculous change in plans, set off course,all by getting BUMPED OFF from one flight to the next. When will you decide to take the proactive action and take off into your gifted arena of soaring high into the skies of excelling greatness?

PASSENGER B U C H A N A N: DAY ONE HUNDRED EIGHTY SIX WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

I take the aisle seat with my big Dutch Irish knees, pray during take off & landing, and do my best to freshen up just after I find my seat. What one does to see the world through the flying friendly skies,coast to coast, across the trans-oceans & seas, that is surely me as RVB PASSENGER B U C H A N A N.

HOW MUCH DO YOU REALLY PLAY?:DAY ONE HUNDRED EIGHTY FIVE WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

There are obvious actions of skipping stones and building castles in the seaside sand, and the giggling fireside stories under the stars, but if you breakdown your day after day lifestyle and purposeful actions, HOW MUCH DO YOU REALLY PLAY? Yes be free and truly enjoy what you are engaging in with play like intentions singing, cooking, splashing, soaking, or even smiling aimlessly. We should and deserve to play on our own terms of pure satisfying fulfilling enjoyment.

BAGGAGE CLAIM: DAY ONE HUNDRED EIGHTY FOUR WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

We all tend to store away memories, fears, tragedies, triumphs, and attach to them in ways that many of us have difficulty to let go. What is your method of overcoming all that brings you down, all that holds you back, and all that deprives your true passionate potential? It is surely a must to make the rounds within your BAGGAGE CLAIM and cut yourself from the things you can't change today, and run away from the past luggage that locks you into a world of denying freedom.

DOWN TO GRANDMA'S HOUSE: DAY ONE HUNDRED EIGHTY THREE WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

Make time to listen & learn from your elders by asking creative story telling questions of journeys past. What will be on the day's agenda; early wake up near seven to walk dog on the beach, tennis at the Club, detailed snack filled lunch of delight, and early after nap dinner discussing history,love of life, and how the Way has surely changed. What will you walk away with after a trip DOWN TO GRANDMA'S HOUSE?

TERMINALLY ILL: DAY ONE HUNDRED EIGHTY TWO WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

Take off your shoes, your belt, separate your laptop, along with your hat, shoes, watch, and any other metal objects that will serenade the rest of the restless impatient waterless explorers with boarding passes in hand. Overpriced three times jacked up then normal franchised nutrients packaged air tight sealed never enough satisfying,but sometimes last resort while running to catch a connection to keep you from being TERMINALLY ILL.

RICH SOIL: DAY ONE HUNDRED EIGHTY ONE WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

Being deep rooted within something or someone that you have complete faith in can truly be fulfilling or can bring you down down down into a whole lot of unexpected pain. I prefer to focus on the fulfillment and faith, but through patience, your heart's instinct, and awareness one can listen & learn, observe, and be wise. How can you dig and plant within your RICH SOIL that provides the foundational support in what you believe in and pursue each day. Survey & Build.

SECOND PLACE: DAY ONE HUNDRED EIGHTY WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

Ever been in a battle on a ball field, on the pitch, or running down the court trailing with seconds left? How does it make you feel to compete? What drives you to win? How does SECOND PLACE make you feel? Keep fighting and overcoming all your inner enemies and you will prevail.

CLOSE YOUR EYES: DAY ONE HUNDRED SEVENTY NINE WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

Allow time for you to do your best to feel grounded in who you are and what you do. Rejoice and Release all that is within. All that you desire to Let Go. CLOSE YOUR EYES. Breathe Deep and take yourself close to a flowing river or stream, while allowing the water to fill you  up and then wash you away. Cleanse to Create.

LOVE IT: DAY ONE HUNDRED SEVENTY EIGHT WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

Discover It. Believe It. Understand It. Celebrate It. Sign It. Visualize It. Eat It. Feel It. LOVE IT

BREAKING NEWS: DAY ONE HUNDRED SEVENTY SEVEN WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

There is triumph and tragedy that we face in our lives. Some can be created and other times it will be a shocking surprise. We all have the power of choice. What we eat, how we think, and the actions we decide to pursue. If you begin to lose control, feel overwhelmed, or put yourself in a predictamemt where you are stripped of your freedom, battle back on a level playing field so that you can gain the power to choose your path. What type of BREAKING NEWS will you create and how will it be received?

MAKING HISTORY:DAY ONE HUNDRED SEVENTY SIX WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

Take your own time throughout your day just for you to think about who exactly is the person that is you day in and day out. Believe in your unique legacy and understand the vision you have for yourself by taking the proper action and follow through by MAKING HISTORY in a positive and loving way that will provide hope for all those that surround you.

CONTINUE BEING ACTIVE:DAY ONE HUNDRED SEVENTY FIVE WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

So many people, even myself, fight and battle in the world of fat cells and weight gain. Establish a well educated base of understanding and thorough knowledge that will provide you a motivating force and healthy daily balance within your struggling days. Seek and emerge into an inspiring truth that treats you well and allows you to CONTINUE BEING ACTIVE.

PREPARE TO BE A BETTER PERSON: DAY ONE HUNDRED SEVENTY FOUR WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

We all have to maintain,manage, and sometimes manipulate a little our personal terms of pursuit in our lives. We must decide how,when,where and with whom we interact and exchange. Believe in your core values either taught or discovered, and PREPARE TO BE A BETTER PERSON by guiding and leading with what u have learned and believe in.

NOT ENOUGH SPACE: DAY ONE HUNDRED SEVENTY THREE WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

I believe an organized living environment is a true representation of one's flowing soul. I currently reside in a stale, closed, dark, secluded place where I do my best to avoid and stay away. At times I surrender and couch it up losing my motivation to open up the door and enjoy the sunshine of my life. My time is way overdue and my unwelcome stay with NOT ENOUGH SPACE has to be left behind in order to create the peace, balance, and true self love I so deserve.

UP TO YOUR OLD TRICKS:DAY ONE HUNDRED SEVENTY THREE WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

There are things in our lives that we know we shouldn't pursue and allow to create distractions on our progressive path. Some people decide to take a stand, make a pact, or surrender up above, in order to deal with the enemy sized issues that hold us back. We focus on other powers, avoid sensory reminders, or even seek assisted advisory. What ever the method or strength you seek, dig from within and don't be UP TO YOUR OLD TRICKS since the actions and decisions we make can surely led you of course.

YOUR OWN PERSONAL LAB: DAY ONE HUNDRED SEVENTY TWO WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

Discover the core cause of You by understanding and unleashing the thorough concrete conclusive knowledgeable know-how of the functionality of determined healthy movement, balanced diet, and positive thought. Manage and maintain a consistent confidence by engaging in YOUR OWN PERSONAL LAB that will allow you to be aware of the ability to transform, and provide the motivation/inspiration to know what works for you to the best of your abilities and gifts.
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THROUGH THE FAIRWAYS: DAY ONE HUNDRED SEVENTY WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

Discover the time to hit your course. Understand and investigate all your current obstacles and be cautiously aware of upcoming ones so you can successfully maneuver and power through them. Drive with intention THROUGH THE FAIRWAY of loving life, Iron smoothly with creativity and poise, and put down your distractions along the bumpy greens that we all face in front of us.

FROM POST TO POST: DAY ONE HUNDRED SIXTY NINE WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

Survey the limits, understand your abilities, fight within your box, come out when you are prepared with the confidence, stamina, & fierceness to ponce on what you believe in. Protect your space with pride and loyalty by leaps and bounds, FROM POST TO POST and coast to coast in all that you do and pursue.