Saturday, March 3, 2012

IN THE CLOUDS: DAY THIRTY EIGHT WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

40,000 feet here with all of you listening to the Sounds of Yosemite heading Southeast from California to hill country Texas for my third year of celebrating a Vision Quest  on the Red Road. I am calm, peaceful, filled with an energy that I believe will conquer the world in my own loving unique way. I lead a daily committed life that leads me to thoughts of pure joy, laughter, welling tears, and a mind-set that is always challenging and uplifting. I struggle each day to stay on course, release the self pressure and just LET BE. I have to listen to my inner thoughts/intentions throughout MY DAY, take my alone time, reflect, and take the actions that I believe will support me along MY WAY. There are more energizing days then the draining ones since everyday is a NEW DAY. I am building my self-confidence/esteem into a world that I feel at ease with pride and satisfaction. I am laying the foundation for a glorious future, in hope of whatever arrives; I will have the openness/awareness to choose happiness and make effective decisions resulting in the motivation/inspiration of others.  I still doubt myself at times, less and less though since I vowed this year to follow through with all of you. I have done my best to not be so hard on myself, utilize my time wisely, and stray away from all the distractions in my life. There is just SO much I want to accomplish and share with the world. I want to write, speak, play, make love, travel, sail, swim, and become a grounded loving man that strides with pride tall surrounded with timber that is strong, firm, withstanding anything in its way. Our gracious skies high up above sun beaming down and around our land we call home bring so much hope. It takes my creative curiosity to places that get me anxiously antsy as my ADD accepts its vast opportunities with racing adrenaline with here and there focus and follow through. Where will you be in a year? Will you be with the same job waking up in the same bed with the same lady/man? It is just a general question of contemplation of progress and where life will lead you from NOW until THEN. I DO more when I focus on the NOW and don’t get down wasting time thinking about things that I have NO POWER OVER as of NOW. Especially life of regret dwelling on mistakes or decisions quickly made. I HAVE NO REGRETS. I know we can plan, prioritize, and persevere for our futures, but make sure your STYLE is with a DAILY focus with actions that are attainable allowing you to accomplish and then move forward. I have to practice what I preach, DO WHAT I SAY. I am dealt with a mind that is constantly on the move with dreaming big picture energy that drives me all over the place. I go from here to there with innovative ideas, but with NO RESULTS that create complete satisfaction. Too much time painting this ideal picture of a LIFE of FORTUNE, FAME and GLORY without taking the steps to lead up to those desires. I have to commit and focus on a group of realistic elements that can lead/build a lifestyle that will celebrate all my gifts.  Stop being UP IN THE CLOUDS, get down & dirty with all that you are, and succeed by consistently following through with dedication, an understanding vision with your LOVING HEART- RVB 

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